Walking on The Less Traveled Road

2011-05-14T22:46:00.004+08:00

Esok 15 Mei. Hari Ahad. Tahukah kita apa peristiwa bersejarah ketika tarikh tersebut. buat mereka yang masih tidak tahu apa itu 15 Mei, nah saya bawakan untuk anda sejarah-sejarah 15 Mei. Artikel ini khas dan dipetik dari muka surat (baca: page) Aqsa Sharif di MukaBuku (baca: Facebook). Silalah tukan butang Suka pada muka surat tersebut nanti dengan menekan SINI.

Artikel dari Aqsa Sharif:

"Bulan Mei 2011 ini genaplah ulangtahun peristiwa Nakbah yang ke 63. Peristiwa Nakbah secara rasminya diingati pada 15 Mei setiap tahun. Ia merujuk kepada pengistiharan Negara haram Israel pada 15 Mei dan disambut di Israel sebagai ‘Hari Kemerdekaan’ Israel setelah mereka memenangi peperangan yang mereka dakwa sebagai ‘The War of Independence’(Peperangan bagi memperoleh kemerdekaan) sedangkan hakikatnya ialah mereka merampas negara Palestin dengan mengusir penduduk Arab dari tanah air mereka. Akibat dari aksi-aksi terror oleh gerombolan bersenjata Yahudi zionis, 800,000 rakyat Palestin terpaksa menyelamatkan diri dengan meninggalkan kampong halaman dan berlindung di Syria, Lubnan, Tebing Barat, Jordan dan Semenanjung Gaza.

Kini setelah enam puluh tiga tahun penderitaan itu kini diwarisi oleh tidak kurang dari 5 juta pelarian yang sebahagian besarnya merupakan generasi kedua dan ketiga yang tidak pernah menjejakkan kaki di tanah air mereka. Ini bererti mereka telah menunggu selama enam puluh tiga tahun untuk pulang ke Palestin. Jika Nelson Mandela diraikan sebagai pahlawan kemanusiaan terulung kerana sanggup dipenjarakan selama 30 tahun demi membebaskan bangsa kulit hitam Afrika Selatan dari sistem Apatheid, maka rakyat Palestin yang menghuni kem-kem pelarian sejak enam puluh tiga tahun lalu lebih wajar dinobatkan sebagai pahlawan hak asasi yang tidak pernah mengenal erti putus asa.

Walaubagaimanapun ulang tahun Nakbah pada tahun ini memberikan harapan baru kepada rakyat Palestin. Ini adalah kerana pandangan umum masyarakat antarabangsa terhadap Israel sudah berubah. Jika sebelum ini rata-rata masyarakat antarabangsa mempertahankan apa juga tindakan biadap Israel termasuk melakukan serangan dan membunuh rakyat Palestin, kini Israel berhadapan dengan cemuhan dan bantahan rakyat awam dan pemimpin dunia. Bahkan senario pasca Israel mula dibahas oleh penganalisis konflik Palestin-Israel atas unjuran entiti Israel bakal lenyap dari lanskap politik timur tengah. Jika dahulu rakyat Palestin dilihat sebagai pengganas dan musuh kepada proses damai dan ancaman kepada keamanan di timur tengah, kini Israel yang digelar sebagai rogue state atau negara penyangak. Situasi yang digambarkan oleh guru Sejarah Barat terunggul Arnold Toynbee mungkin tidak lagi benar.

“Benar dan salah di Palestin adalah sama sebagaimana di tempat-tempat lain. Masaalahnya, dunia memilih untuk mendengar pihak yang melakukan kezaliman (Israel) dan memilih untuk memekakkan telinga dari mendengar dari pihak mangsa (rakyat Palestin)”

Dunia kini mula memberi ruang kepada rakyat Palestin untuk menyuarakan hak mereka. Perkembangan terkini yang melanda dunia Arab memberi ruang yang amat luas untuk rakyat Arab yang selama ini dipenjara oleh rejim-rejim kukubesi di negara masing-masing untuk menyatakan sokongan terbuka mereka ke atas perjuangan rakyat Palestin. Mereka bukan sahaja bebas menyatakan sokongan bahkan mereka bebas bertindak membantu rakyat Palestin dan mengeluarkan mereka dari penghinaan yang ditimpakan selama ini oleh rejim Zionis yang dilindungi oleh pemimpin-pemimpin Arab. Senario ini amat berbeza apabila Israel melancarkan serangan biadap ke atas Gaza pada penghujung bulan Disember 2008 dan berakhir pada 23 Januari 2009. Gaza yang dikepung dan dikenakan sekatan ekonomi komprehensif bertukar menjadi lapangan sasar untuk membunuh rakyat awam yang tidak bersenjata. seluruh dunia amat terkejut dan bangkit membuat bantahan yang terbesar pernah disaksikan.

Protes besar-besaran yang dianjurkan di seluruh dunia terutama di kotaraya Eropah dan Amerika Syarikat telah mencetuskan usaha tersusun untuk membantu rakyat Palestin. Seruan untuk memulau dan memboikot Israel diterajui di peringkat global. NGO yang memperjuangkan hak rakyat Palestin mula membentuk jalinan dan mengkoordinasi bantuan di peringkat antarabangsa. Kerjasama ini akhirnya membuahkan tekad untuk memecahkan tembok kepungan Gaza melalui melalui misi-misi kemanusiaan. Kemuncak kepada inisiatif misi kemanusiaan ini ialah Freedom Flotilla yang berakhir dengan tragedi Mavi Marmara di perairan antarabangsa. Sekali lagi Israel bertindak biadap dengan membelakangkan undang-undang antarabangsa dengan menyerang kapal Mavi Marmara yang tidak bersenjata dan mengakibatkan 9 orang sukarelawan Turki terbunuh. Rakyat Malaysia turut terkesan dengan tragedi ini kerana Freedom Flotilla turut disertai oleh 12 warga Malaysia termasuk dua dari Aqsa Syarif. Serangan biadap yang jelas merupakan satu pelanggaran undang-undang maritim antarabangsa telah mendapat bantahan dan kutukan dari masyarakat sivil terutama dari negara-negara Barat. Komuniti antarabangsa yang semakin simpati dengan nasib rakyat Palestin terus menyusun inisiatif bantuan kemanusiaan sehingga dilancarkan pula misi Konvoi Darat (Viva Palestina 5) yang melibatkan lebih dari 200 ambulan dan kenderaan pelbagai guna yang memulakan perjalanan dari London menuju Gaza. Konvoi darat ini juga turut disertai oleh 12 orang sukarelawan Malaysia, di mana 7 mewakili Aqsa Syarif dan 5 dari Viva Palestina Malaysia.

Berbanding siri bantahan yang dianjurkan di negara-negara barat menyokong rakyat palestin dari tahun 2009 hingga 2011, negara-negara Arab terus membisu dan menunjukkan sikap dingin terhadap perjuangan rakyat Palestin. Apabila bantuan datang dari segenap pelosok dunia untuk membantu rakyat Gaza, Mesir terus menutup sempadan masuk ke Gaza dan menghalang bantuan dari menyeberang masuk ke Gaza. Rejim Hosni Mubarak tidak mempedulikan rayuan masyarakat antarabangsa supaya sempadan dibuka dan bantuan segera diberikan kepada penduduk Gaza. Sebenarnya Hosni Mubarak bersekongkol dengan rejim Zionis Israel dan mengikut sahaja telunjuk Amerika Syarikat dan Eropah yang ingin memastikan Gaza terus dijkepung. Bagi Hosni Mubarak, keselamatan Israel paling utama dan pengaruh HAMAS perlu dibanteras. Jika sekatan dilonggarkan kedudukan Israel akan tergugat. Senario ini pastinya akan menggoyahkan kedudukan rejim Mubarak. Lantaran itu Hosni Mubarak terus mengambil sikap tidak berperikemanusiaan terhadap rakyat Palestin dan membiarkan mereka berhadapan dengan krisis kemanusiaan yang terburuk di abad ini. Bukan sahaja Mesir, bahkan seluruh Negara-negara Arab termasuk Jordan, Arab Saudi, dan Negara-negara Teluk terus berdiam diri meskipun mereka boleh menggerakkan pelbagai inisiatif dan sumber untuk membebaskan rakyat Palestin dari kepungan dan kezaliman rejim Zionis. Hakikatnya mereka adalah khadam yang berkhidmat kepada Israel. Mereka diupah oleh Amerika untuk memastikan keselamatan Israel terus terpelihara dari ancaman rakyat Arab.

Angin perubahan mula bertiup pada awal tahun 2011. Satu demi satu rejim Arab bermula dengan Tunisia ditumbangkan oleh rakyatnya sendiri. Revolusi ‘Jasmine’ telah menumbangkan rejim kuku besi Ben Ali di Tunisia. Rakyat Mesir yang mendapat inspirasi dari kebangkitan di Tunisia kemudiannya menumbangkan pula rejim Hosni Mubarak. Kini Libya pula dicengkam oleh pergelutan di antara rakyat dan rejim Muamar Gadafi dan bakal menyaksikan satu lagi negara despot Arab ditumbangkan. Beberapa riak kebangkitan rakyat juga sedang berlaku di Syria, Jordan dan Bahrain. Kebangkitan rakyat Negara-negara Arab ini telah membebaskan rakyat dari cengkaman pemerintahan kuku besi diktator Arab dan yang lebih penting lagi memerdekakan mereka dari penghinaan yang ditimpakan oleh rejim-rejim Arab yang melindungi Israel. Selama berpuluh tahun rakyat Arab dan umat Islam dihina oleh pemimpin mereka. Kini mereka mula menghirup udara kebebasan untuk menebus maruah yang tercalar di tanah air mereka dan juga di bumi Palestin.

Sesungguhnya angin perubahan yang berlaku di timur tengah adalah berita paling baik bagi rakyat Palestin sejak 63 tahun tragedi Nakbah. Bahkan ia adalah berita terbaik sejak hampir seratus tahun yang lalu apabila Palestin digadai oleh perutusan rahsia yang terkandung dalam Hussein McMahon Correspondents (1915), konspirasi jahat British dan Peranchis dalam perjanjian rahsia Sykes-Picot (1916) dan di Parlimen British dengan sehelai dokumen keparat bernama Deklarasi Balfour (1917). Siri-siri pengkhianatan dan siasat keji di antara pemimpin Arab yang berkepentingan dan kuasa barat seperti yang diputuskan oleh PBB lewat UNSCOP dan Partition Plan dan resolusi 181 telah memberi lesen kepada zionis untuk merancang siri-siri keganasan ke atas rakyat Palestin yang mencetuskan tragedi Nakbah.

Ketika rencana ini ditulis, Menteri Luar Mesir mengumumkan sempadan Rafah ke Gaza akan dibuka dalam masa yang terdekat dan ia akan terus dibuka bagi menamatkan kepungan israel ke atas Gaza yang sudah melewati lima tahun sejak 2006. Ini disusuli pula dengan persetujuan HAMAS dan FATAH untuk membentuk kerajaan perpaduan sebagai landasan penyatuan rakyat Palestin di dalam membebaskan Palestin dari pendudukan Zionis.

Aqsa Syarif mengucapkan tahniah kepada kerajaan Mesir atas pendirian yang ditunggu sejak sekian lama. Aqsa Syarif juga mengalu-alukan penyatuan HAMAS dan FATAH, satu perkembangan yang mendapat dokongan masyarakat antarabangsa yang mahu melihat wujudnya satu front rakyat Palestin di dalam menghadapi Zionis Israel. Aqsa Syarif mengucapkan tahniah kepada seluruh rakyat Arab yang telah berjuang bersama rakyat Palestin untuk menumbangkan sekatan-sekatan yang menghalang pembebasan bumi Palestin di negara mereka sendiri. Aqsa Syarif mengucapkan tahniah kepada semua pejuang hak asasi dan sukarelawan yang tidak pernah gentar berhadapan dengan ancaman Israel untuk membantu membebaskan rakyat Palestin."

fullstop :)

2011-05-14T12:35:00.000+08:00

credit to dr. cinta :)

Karena Hati Bicara

2011-05-11T22:11:00.002+08:00

OKI & ANDY ARSYIL - KARENA HATI BICARA

Oki:
Mengharungi samudera mahligai nan suci
Penuh gelombang silih berganti
Semua adalah ujian penguat cinta
Bila hati bicara

Andy:
Kekadang tak perlu terucap kata kata
Untuk selami dalamnya hatimu
Susah senangmu jadi bahgian hidupku
Karena hati bicara

Oki & Andy:
Kata menjelmakanmu kisah berjutakan cerita
Hadirmu dihidupku memberikan berjuta makna
Karunia Illahi mempersatukan dua hati
Kurasa yang kau rasa karena hati bicara

Oki & Andy:
Kekadang tak perlu terucap kata kata
Untuk selami dalamnya hatimu
Susah senangmu jadi bahgian hidupku
Karena hati bicara

Oki & Andy (3x):
Kata menjelmakanmu kisah berjutakan cerita
Hadirmu di hidupku memberikan berjuta makna
Karunia Illahi mempersatukan dua hati
Kurasa yang kau rasa karena hati bicara

Palestine, the siege will fall

2011-05-10T21:03:00.007+08:00

I attended a talk of post-Middle East revolutions and relationship between them and Palestine issue on last last Saturday. Dr Azzam Tamimi was the speaker. Info about him, you can click here. The talk was great, well if you want me to describe it, it opened and widen up my view on the revolution things. Well, i could only remember few of it for this moment (forgive me of not posting this at the very first place):

Dr Azzam in the middle. He said to us "I would put this on FB and title it as "the one that started revolution in this country."" Hopefully :)
Pic credit to Rex

"Revolution could only happen when people brought down the world of fear- fear in the self. Fear of losing what we own now, could be our status, heritages, privileges, power etc. When people put aside their fear, and be together for a common reason; take down the corrupted and cruel government, the revoultion will be a success." - defining the Revolution meaning

"It started with one person, posting an event in Facebook or other social networking. Then others shared the same value and reason, then a group of 2 3 people, then keep on spreading, and before you know it, everyone was agree and into it. There you could have the revolution started. Although people are different in terms of faith, class, background etc., but as long as they are agree on common area, the revolution would go." - how to start the revolution

"With the Middle-East countries are having this revolution, it will open the door for Palestine. If a government, fully elected by the people, a free one, they would realize helping Palestine is a must." - what effect on Palestine

"If you asked me last week, I would say it's a wishful thinking. But if you asked me today, it's a possibility with both Hamas and Fatah are talking to each other again." - answer on the 3rd intifada' possibility on this end of month, and right now, both side are together and agreed to be together in resolving the Palestine problems (Alhamdulillah)

I only paraphrased it. If I get it wrong from what i heard, kindly remind me about it. So, with Nakbah Day only a few days ahead (on 15th of May), let us hope and always pray for the Palestine, as our duty to our Muslim brothers and sisters. Let us hope, the siege and the wall will fall. Allahuakbar!!!!

dear young brave mother, one day, you will be free, to get along with your child, away from the evil zionist. If you die in the middle of it, insyaAllah Jannah will be the place for you and your children. Amin T.T
pic credit to Google Image

an ayat a day, keeps us close to Allah

2011-05-09T21:15:00.005+08:00

The best way to fight against our desire (nafsu):

O you who believed, seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, Allah is with the patient (Al-Baqarah, 2:153)

toilet first, others later. is that it?

2011-05-08T21:03:00.007+08:00

toilet, the place where we ...... (fill it yourself :P) *google image type: toilet*

This is a story of a toilet. Yup, obviously a toilet, the place where you take shower everyday, take ablution, take a pee, 'invest' etc. Okay, we skip to the next part which is basically more important than this thing (but still i will resolve thing around this place, well i mean the 'toilet' thingy).

There is one man, a young guy, work as a financial adviser in one big company, who was a good muslim. He attend an usrah, which was held after Asar once a week. So being a financial guy in a company, he got lot of works to do. Have to check the market, be in a conference call, go outstation for meeting, research on the market supply and demand, advice the board etc. Even so, he always attend his usrah, in seek for knowledge and Allah.

One day, he didn't came for the usrah. The naqib asked the others why this young, hot-blooded, eager man didn't come for today session which he never skip without any reasonable and important reason and thing. The others told that he got a business deal he couldn't skip, otherwise the deal will be off. So, the naqib was like, okay, so just go on with it. The next usrah, guess what? He still didn't come, for the same reasoning : business deal, good time for the business to grow up. And for the next few usrah, he didn't come, like he wasn't attending at all since the beginning.

Long story shortened, the naqib, coincidentally happen to be in the company the man worked, for a business(owh, the naqib also work as a businessman, not only as an ustaz xD). The man welcomed his naqib but he was covered with a deep anxiety, fearing his naqib would ask about the 'usrah' thingy. Later he confessed that he couldn't afford to leave his job to his colleagues as it was important for his company business and also his career. He should be with them all the time.

The naqib just smiled. Later, he asked the man:
"Eeerr, akhi, if you're having stomach ache in the middle of the job, would you stay doing your job or would you go to the toilet? Imagine it was so painful, that you couldn't even stand it anymore, in the middle of the job, okay?"

The man confused for a while, is it a trick or what, but he still answered the question:
" Hurm, for sure I would go to toilet as soon as possible because it is an urgent need that couldn't be compromised. Maaruf ya akhi."

The naqib replied and stated, "If that's the case, you have made dakwah is less important than doing your 'thing' in the toilet. Because of the stomach ache you need to go to the toilet, you said it is a need. For that, the business have to wait, to be later. Do you realize you have made your toilet more important than your dakwah? "

From that incident, he repent for his mistakes and start putting again the usrah and his dakwah mission ahead of others. Since that day, he never miss his usrah and others related to dakwah.

So, do we put toilet ahead of dakwah? Reflect back, because you may be putting other things more important than this. Maybe not the toilet, but others. Wallahu a'lam.

THE Prophet (peace be upon him) said: "Convey from me even if one ayah (verse) for it may be that the one being informed will comprehend better that the one listening (at present)." (Al-Bukhari)

p/s : thanks akhi Ali Hadad (if he read this) for the story, really hit me after that xD

the best mother i could ever have

2011-05-07T21:07:00.002+08:00

pic during my family trip to Langkawi on 2007, from left : mom, me and dad in the cable car :)

Seorang sahabat bertanya, "Ya Rasulullah, siapa yang paling berhak memperoleh pelayanan dan persahabatanku?" Nabi Saw menjawab, "ibumu...ibumu...ibumu, kemudian ayahmu dan kemudian yang lebih dekat kepadamu dan yang lebih dekat kepadamu." (Mutafaq'alaih).

Prioritize your mother and dad, after Allah and Rasulullah. Not only on mother's day or father's day. Until then, wassalam. :)

united we stand, divided we fall (bersatu kita teguh, bercerai kita roboh)

2011-05-06T21:48:00.006+08:00

"Talent wins games, but teamwork and intelligence wins championships.

(Michael Jordan, Miami Heat and NBA Legend)

pic on the courtesy of google image

Be in the saff, be the jemaah. Together, ummah would be stronger. InsyaAllah.
*pic credit to Ahmad Syamil, my friend from Taylor's :)

review review

2011-05-05T22:38:00.010+08:00

Huh, yesterday I watch this one movie. And yeah, the movie (for me) was damn good. Dalam Mihrab Cinta, an Indonesian movie. Well, one thing about Indonesian movie is that they quite good when it comes in filming an Islamic-theme movie. And another one, most of them are based on novel, like this one, a novel written by Habiburrahman El-Shirazy, famous for his novels (and movies) like Ayat-ayat Cinta (my favourite during school time) and Ketika Cinta Bertasbih .Oh well, better start with the review first.

the poster of the movie, from left: Zizi (Meyda Safira), Samsul (Dude Harlino) and Sylvie (Asmirandah)

DALAM MIHRAB CINTA is the new Indonesia movie who tells about Syamsul (Dude Harlino) youth committed 20 years of studying in a boarding school in Kediri, leaving a fairly comfortable life. Here he met with Zizi (Meyda Sefira) daughter of the owner of boarding schools for help when he had been robbed on the train, the incident made them so close.At this boarding Syamsul expelled for allegedly stealing from his own best friend slander Burhan (Boy Hamza). Then because of his own family did not believe it, to actually make Syamsul become a pickpocket.In the midst of chaos and darkness of this life God provides a way for him to repent and bringing with Syilvie (Asmirandah). *Credit to Syok.Org for the short review (well, I download the movie there)*

So, from the movie, I sense some things that could be learnt:

When you're making 'sumpah laknat' to someone, no need to put your hand on the Quran and the second party must do it also (well, both parties must do at the same time, like the qazaf thing). But remember, it's not a reference that another party is not guilty or what-so-ever. Still, investigation must be done. Other than that, wallahu a'lam. (kindly comment me for any my wrongdoing ok?)

the punishment Samsul got after been accused of pick-pocketing

What people think about you are important. I remember one thing I learned from Sociology class (credit to Ms Parvinder) that called looking-glass self. The society reflect yourself. The society shape you to whatever you become. Like in the movie, Samsul was accused of pick-pocketing in pasentran he learned, which resulted him to be expelled from it, and then family rejected him, accused him as thief, and in the end, he became one. Because people kept calling him pick-pocket thief. But in one place, people call him Ustaz (religious teacher) because he always wear a kopiah. Then, he realized about his mistake and became the real ustaz. So, remember, you are what society see and think of you

been caught and lock-up, and even his sister, nadia wouldn't believe he would be like this

Allah is the most generous and forgiving His servants (Quran Surah Al-Muzammil, 20:73). Repent for the wrongdoing, and surely He guided you back to the right path. The door for taubat will not closed until sun appear on the west first (Kiamat). Happened here in the movie that Samsul repent and after that, became ustaz for the society he was living into.

This one, I find it interesting. No couple-couple dude. Engaged and go straight to marriage after you see the quality of the future husband or wife. And owh, solat ishtikharah first before deciding any decision >.< (i don't know how to describe based on the movie, but yeah see for yourself first ok? :D).

sylvie, the one that changed samsul's life (perhaps me also XD)

Maybe the one that we want is not the best for us. So never lose hope. Because Allah will guide you and give you the best for yourself. Like in the movie, when Samsul was near to marry Sylvie, Sylvie died in the car crash (this part I hate the most, because Sylvie was a good match for him, plus she is pretty XD). But then, he still marry, to Zizi (she kinda cute) that he know from the start of the movie. Well, both were good. So, yeah, if you don't get the good thing, Allah replaced it with a better one. So, be grateful. (Alhamdulillah)

Well, in the end, the movie was superb. I really hope Malaysia could produce this kind of movie, like Syurga Cinta (that one was good, but could be improve more). Do watch the movie. Until then, wassalam.

p/s: pictures on the courtesy of google image, thanks for it :D

trailer for movie :

"And whoever does evil, or wrongs his own soul, but afterwards seeks Allah’s forgiveness, will find Allah is Forgiving, Compassionate."

(Qur’an 4:110)

alhamdulillah

2011-05-03T21:54:00.006+08:00

In the midst of night, one of famous saying of my teacher, Ustaz Tolhah suddenly struck into my mind. Well, I wouldn't write it if it is not important (or clearly that i really don't know what to do now since i couldn't go to bed right now, why meh? --''). It was during on of his Kuliah that I happened not to sleep (yeah, it's not during maghrib, it is during subuh!!!) I wouldn't say his kuliah are boring, because I really have a deep respect for this one teacher. He taught me Add Maths, but indirectly he taught us to be grateful to Allah SWT, to follow the guidance from Prophet Muhammad PBUH etc. I should go to his teaching though right now before I change the topic again.

"When we didn't get what we want, after we've done absolutely what a human effort could do (pray, work, strive, hope etc.), we will, InsyaAllah get it in the hereafter (Akhirat). Imagine, if we pray, work, ask, teach, learn to get 9A1 in SPM, but in the end of the day, we still didn't get it. For sure, we would be dissapointed, angry, because we work for it. Then we try for another thing, but it also don't go on our way. But in the hereafter, if Allah, by his Willingness, grant us to enter the Jannah, and then in the Jannah, He Said "Take this, this, this and this 'big castles' as replacement for what you ask Me before this." For sure, We wouldn't want the thing in the world, we surely grab the good things in the hereafter, because it's forever! So, never hesitate to ask Allah for something, because He would grant it, it's only the matter of time before we get what we deserved. Because Allah is Ar Rahman and Ar Rahim."

Ustaz Tolhah (the blue Baju Melayu), the best teacher you could find :)

I think I add up a few of things. Though, most of it I just paraphased from him. So guys, ask Allah, during good or bad time, and be grateful for whatever the outcome of it. Because, in the end of the day, the good thing might be bad for us, and the bad thing might be good for us. Well, good and bad are subjective, so I leave it to you guys to define them yourselves. Wallahu a'lam. Well then, till next time. Wassalam

p/s: 2nd post of the year. next one: review of one good movie XD

numbering? ok, this is 2nd.

2011-01-14T22:44:00.004+08:00

* tajuk tiada kaitan dengan entry (noktah). *

huh, awal2 semester ni, memang pening kepala sikit. bukan sebab sibuk, sebab pening tengok kawan2 amik, pastu tukar, pastu tukar lagi subject2 sume. last2, apa yang aku ambik, diorang pulak tukar. (huh, seb baik diorang tukar kepada subjek yang aku ambik gak, jadi no point la nak bengang) aku pulak? sem ni mungkin paling susah aku akan hadapi. bukan sebab calculus, bukan sebab subjek2 bisnes. sume tu aku dah lepas sebelum ni (kecuali macroeconomics yang akan diambil ketika summer nanti), Alhamdulillah, setakat ni result aku still on track (harapan untuk apply universiti top2 masih belum padam). cume lepas sem ni, baru aku rasa aku tau aku ni sebenarnya boleh bersaing at the top level or not. subjek aku maybe orang cakap x susah (linear algebra, physics 1, sociology, history) tapi yang 2 kat belakang tu, elektif aku yang pertama (sains pun elektif, tapi sebab aku memang latar belakang sains, jadi inshaAllah, minat tu akan datang nanti). elektif yang dua ni la yang samada tolong naik kan pointer CGPA aku, atau tolong drop kan balik. but in the end, all of that are knowledge. x kisah la macam mana pun result ak lepas ni, harap2 aku dapat belajar something daripada subjek2 ni (kalau gred bagus, tu bonus nama nya, sebab aku target lepas sponsor nye cut off point je). sejak akhir2 ni (awal tahun kot, xkan akhir2 lak?) aku macam dah lost track dari aku punya matlamat lak. matlamat aku? nak jadi aktuari. tapi cukup ke dengan sekadar menjadi aktuari, bergaji agak besar, mungkin kaya, duit boleh kasi kat mak ayah, but then macam mana dengan life aku sebagai daie' (pendakwah)? kalau bukan kepada orang lain pun, aku harap sangat yang aku still akan menjadi daie kepada diri aku sendiri, dan juga keluarga aku. haish, aku memang harap aku still dapat capai cita2 untuk menjadi seorang aktuari dan juga daei'. semoga aku x hangat2 taik ayam je.

kadang terfikir gak, layak ke aku ni bagi tazkirah? sebab orang pernah kata, kata2 boleh melambangkan peribadi seseorang itu. kalau die cakap pun main temberang je, peribadi die? putar belit gak la. tapi atas dasar 'kita semua pernah buat silap', jadi pabila kita nampak seseorang itu buat salah, kenapa x kita je yang tegur die? orang tu boleh je argue "ek eleh mamat bajet ni, ko pun buat benda same, kecoh pulak kan?" tapi kalau bukan kita, sapa lagi? kalau nak tunggu sampai kita buat benda baik je, baru tegur2, sampai ke tua la (sampai ke liang lahad kot), kita xkan tegur pe orang buat salah. pandang pada apa yang dituturkan, bukan pada si penutur nye. macam kita belajar jugak la kan, kalau lecturer tu memang x bagus pun, agak biased, bla bla bla ye pun, jangan la kita judge subject yang dia ajar tu, sebab yang x bagus nya dia (mungkin, atau kita je yang banyak kasi alasan), ilmu tu bagus. jadi, sukalah pada ilmu itu, bukan hanya suka pada orang yang mengajar ilmu itu, kang jadi lain pulak. konsep nya sama lah ngan teguran kan? jadi ni mungkin sedikit renungan, kalau ada orang dah baca (sebab aku pernah tag kat 'muka terbuku') baca lah lagi, yang x baca lagi, silalah kongsi dengan orang yang x baca lagi. ingat, jangan tengok aku, tengok pe yang aku tulis. here we go:

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU DIUJI?

QURAN MENJAWAB “Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; “Kami telah beriman,” (“I am full of faith to Allah”) sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan, sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta.” -Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?

QURAN MENJAWAB “Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesua tu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.” – Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?

QURAN MENJAWAB “Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.” – Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA RASA FRUST?

QURAN MENJAWAB “Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman.” – Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?

QURAN MENJAWAB “Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan) , dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah (be fearfull of Allah The Almighty) kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan).”

KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?

QURAN MENJAWAB “Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk” – Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

KITA BERTANYA : APA YANG AKU DAPAT DRPD SEMUA INI?

QURAN MENJAWAB “Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari org2 mu’min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka… ? – Surah At-Taubah ayat 111

KITA BERTANYA : KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?

QURAN MENJAWAB “Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari Nya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal.” – Surah At-Taubah ayat 129

KITA BERKATA : AKU TAK DAPAT TAHAN!!!

QURAN MENJAWAB “… ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dr rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir.” – Surah Yusuf ayat 12

last post of the year (according to gregorian calendar)

2010-12-31T19:39:00.004+08:00

this gonna be the last post of the year, and the first for me since holiday started. it has been a wonderful year, 2010 will leave us about 4 hours, starting now!!! and lets make it "rojak2". hehehe

ok, susah la nak tulis perfectly english sepanjang masa. xtaw sebab apa. hahaha 2010 memang macam2 benda jadi. lebih2 lagi akhir tahun ni kan. malaysia menang AFF Suzuki Cup benda paling besar. khairul fahmi jadi top tweet, safee sali perform, norshahrul mantap giler. sume player muda malaysia la. power beb. bangga lak sebab aku pergi tengok malaysia main separuh akhir ari tu. final patut nye pergi, tapi sebab hal yang x dapat di elakkan (tok su aku meninggal, innalillah T.T) jd x pergi. di sebalik gembira2 ni, memang, perkara yang sedih pun datang sama. study pun camtu gak, mula2 aku nya result biasa2 je, pastu naik, sekarang tengah maintain. xtaw macam mana lagi semester depan. hurm, jadi recap recap recap.

ramai orang kata, bila tahun baru, azam pun kena la baru. hurm betul gak kan. tapi rasanya, islam nye saranan kan, se elok elok nya, hari ni mesti lagi baik dari semalam. macam hadis ni :

“ Barangsiapa yang hari ini dia lebih baik dari semalam, maka dia dari kalangan mereka yanng beruntung. Barangsiapa yang hari ini dia sama seperti semalam, maka dia dari kalangan yang rugi. Barangsiapa yang hari ini dia, lebih teruk dari semalam, maka dia di kalangan orang yang celaka”

so kalau setiap tahun je nak berubah, lagi baik la kan kalau setiap hari kita berubah kepada yang lebih baik kan? ni bukan aku cakap. jadi sama2 berubah kepada yang lebih baik yek. inshaAllah. jadi tata~ selamat berubah. =D

the end

2010-12-04T14:44:00.003+08:00

when trust is lost, that's the end of our friendship.

examination

2010-11-24T20:45:00.002+08:00

less than 2 weeks before final.
1 project work to be finished.
1 presentation to go.
2 tests to be faced.
words for me?
i'm totally screwed up.
like i mean, seriously. =(

eeerrrrr

2010-11-18T19:25:00.003+08:00

kalau mulut mengata sesuatu tanpa disedari,
kalau tulisan terlampau tajam maksudnya tanpa diingini,
kalau perbuatan itu disalah ertikan,
maafkanlah, kerana itu berlaku tanpa niat,
sekali lagi, maafkanlah. =(

beza?

2010-11-16T21:02:00.002+08:00

antara perbezaan raya haji dan raya puasa (sudut pandangan aku) :

1. kurangnya hiburan. lega la skit tv pun kurang hiburan, yg pelik nya asal raya puasa je banyak hiburan, padahal due2 patut disambut dengan penuh kesederhanaan, agar mendapat pahala. alhamdulillah raya haji kurang hiburan, moga hendaknya raya puasa begitu juga.

2. sales kurang. kalau ade pun, clearance stock sales, tapi bukan sebab raya. ok la tu, dapat jimat duit, dari membazir beli macam2 benda yang kita guna kadang2. dapat la hindarkan diri dari amalam syaitan kan?

3. mercun pun x dengar. kalau malam tu malam raya puasa, jangan harap lah nak tidur nyenyak kalau tidur kat bilik bawah. dengar bunyi meletup je malam tu. kan x elok ganggu ketenteraman awam, tu kan dah langgar adab terhadap jiran tetangga. lega betul raya haji x macam tu.

4. cuti yang sikit. situasi ni x apply kat budak2 sekolah, mungkin kat orang yang bekerja dan student2 universiti dan kolej. macam aku, esok je cuti. down gak la. tapi xpe, demi menuntut ilmu ke jalanNya, apa la sangat pengorbanan aku kan?

5. mesej hari raya x banyak. kalau raya puasa jenuh la mesej2 mintak maap sume dapat malam before raya. aku pun camtu gak. raya haji kurang kot. baru ade 2 org antar kat aku (nanti aku reply yek =)), ataupun sebab semua post "selamat hari raya haji" kat FB je ha?

6. ramai x balik kampung. ni ketara gak, sebab cuti sehari kan? pastu kawan2 yang kat luar negara dan juga "over the sea" pun x dapat balik, ada yang xda cuti langsung esok (owh, certain countries dah sambut raya arini). xpa, pape pun, biar jauh di mata, tapi keluarga tetap di hati kan? doa2 kan lah kesejahteraan ahli keluarga kita yang jauh di sana, moga2 di makbulkan Yang Maha Esa. inshaAllah.

moga raya kali ni memberi kita pelbagai pengajaran, dalam menghadapi hidup yang penuh pancaroba ini. sekali lagi, ucapan aidiladha aku sampaikan kepada semua muslimin muslimat di dunia ini. "Kullu Am Wa Antum Bi Khair" =)

Korban?

2010-11-14T20:06:00.004+08:00

Korban?
Ayat yang 'significant' sangat dengan kita semua.
Tapi kan, pernah tak kita cuba memahaminya, mendalaminya?
Tapi kita semua pernah berkorban dalam hidup kita kan?
Ya, semua orang pernah korban.
Tapi, apa matlamat kita berkorban?
Kejayaan dalam peperiksaan, kesenangan hidup atau wang ringgit/dollar semata-mata?
Ingat tak kita kisah Nabi Ibrahim, yang diperintahkan Allah untuk menyembelih anaknya yakni Nabi Ismail?
Ya, baginda diperintahkan untuk menyembelih anaknya.
Tak ke kejam? Tak ke zalim nama nya?
Tapi kerana ALLAH yang memerintahkannya, mereka yakin bahawa itu yang terbaik bagi mereka, dan akhirnya, keikhlasan terserlah disitu.
Maka digantikan Nabi Ismail dengan kibas, yang menjadi sembelihan korban pada masa itu.
Ya, itulah permulaan korban.
Tapi pernahkah kita menghayatinya?
Akhir kalam, walau apa pun, ingat lah, kita berkorban kerana ALLAH SWT

-salam aidiladha (advance) dari Akmal Arif-

favourite ~

2010-11-14T01:10:00.002+08:00

spurs just won the game against blackburn, and bale scored 2 and assisted 1 from the 4-2 win. hopefully the momentum keep marching on for them. hohoho ah well, time for one of my favorite song ever; show me the meaning of being lonely by backstreet boys

"Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely"

Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze upon me
Guilty roads to an endless love (endless love)
There's no control
Are you with me now?
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body, and soul
How can it be
You're asking me
To feel the things you never show

You are missing in my heart
Tell me why can't I be there where you are?

Backstreet Boys Show me the meaning
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sharing time

2010-11-12T21:40:00.001+08:00

dah lame kot aku x update kan blog aku ngan sedikit info2 dan ilmu2? ok jadi kali ni, walaupun agak lambat, tapi aku rase sempat lagi kot nak share ngan korang pasal kelebihan awal bulan Zulhijjah aka 10 hari pertama Zulhijjah. minta maaf dulu sebab ni bukan aku yang tulis, tapi aku dapat info ni dari satu laman web ni, http://www.zaharuddin.net/ , memang bagus la untuk dapat ilmu2 ni, so ni pe yang aku copy dan paste kan, x semua, mungkin sebahagian, jadi aku galakkan korang bukak link yang aku kasi ni yek. jadi ni lah ia:

"Bulan Zulhijjah, khususnya sepuluh hari awalnya adalah merupakan peluang kedua selepas Ramadhan untuk umat Islam mendapatkan gandaan keredhaan, keampunan dan pahala amalan.

Disebutkan oleh Nabi SAW :

"Sebaik-baik hari di dunia adalah sepuluh hari itu" (Riwayat al-Bazzar ; Albani : Sohih).

Allah SWT pula berfirman :

وَالْفَجْرِ وَلَيَالٍ عَشْرٍ

"Demi Fajar dan hari-hari yang sepuluh" ( Al-Fajr : 1).

Majoriti ulama menyatakan hari sepuluh itu merujuk kepada hari pertama hingga sepuluh Zulhijjah dan bukannya sepuluh terakhir Ramadhan. (Zad Al-Ma'ad, Ibn Qayyim).

Ia juga disebut oleh Nabi SAW dalam hadith lain :

"Tiada hari-hari yang lebih disukai oleh Allah SWT untuk hambanya memperbanyakkan amalan dari sepuluh hari ini" (Riwayat Al-Bukhari).

AMALAN-AMALAN UTAMA

Manakala amalan-amalan yang digalakkan sepanjang sepuluh awal Zulhijjah yang amat besar pahalanya ini antaranya :-

a) Zikir : Iaitu dengan memperbanyakkan zikir Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah, La ilaha Illa Allah dan Allahu Akbar.

Ia bersumber dari hadith riwayat At-Tabrani yang diakui sohih oleh Imam Al-Munziri. Allah SWT juga menyebut ertinya : "Supaya mereka menyaksikan berbagai perkara yang mendatangkan faedah kepada mereka serta memperingati dan menyebut nama Allah, pada hari-hari yang tertentu.." (Al-Hajj : 28).

Ibn Abbas r.a mentafsirkan erti ‘hari-hari tertentu' adalah sepuluh hari Zulhijjah ini dan inilah pendapat majoriti ulama jua.

b) Berpuasa : Amat digalakkan berpuasa pada satu hingga sembilan Zulhijjah bagi orang yang tidak menunaikan Haji. Hari Arafah (9 Zulhijjah ) pula adalah hari yang terbaik untuk berpuasa.

Nabi SAW bersabda tentang kelebihan hari Arafah :

"Tiada hari yang lebih banyak Allah membebaskan hambanya lebih dari hari Arafah" (Riwayat Muslim).

Nabi SAW juga bila ditanya tentang kelebihan berpuasa pada hari Arafah ini menjawab, ia menghapuskan dosa yang lalu dan tahun kemudiannya.

c) Melakukan lain-lain amalan seperti bersedeqah, membaca Al-Quran, solat sunat dan lain-lain. Ia semuanya termasuk di dalam umum hadith yang menunjukkan ianya amat disukai oleh Allah SWT.

d) Menjauhi maksiat dan masa terbaik untuk memulakan tawbat bagi sesiapa yang masih berfikir-fikir dan menangguhnya. Amat biadap jika umat Islam bersukaria dengan melampaui batas haram di hari yang amat agung di sisi Allah SWT ini.

Bertawbatlah dengan sebenar-benar tawbat dan sedarilah bahawa hidup ini sementara dan seluruh keseronokannya adalah tipu daya semata-mata.

e) Bertakbir : Ibn Abi Shaibah menyebut bahawa `Ali KW menunjukkan bahawa permulaan takbir bermula sejurus selepas solat Subuh hari Arafah sehingga hujung waktu ‘Asar hari ketiga Tashriq.

f) Berkorban : Allah SWT berfirman : ertinya : "dan berdoalah dan berkorban". Allah SWT juga menyebut :

وَمَنْ يُعَظِّمْ شَعَائِرَ اللَّهِ فَإِنَّهَا مِنْ تَقْوَى الْقُلُوب

Ertinya : "Sesiapa yang membesarkan syiar Allah (berkorban) mala ia adalah dari tanda ketaqwaan hati" (Al-Hajj : 32)

Sebuah hadis menyebut :

ما عمل آدمي من عمل يوم النحر أحب إلى الله من إهراق الدم

Ertinya : "Tiadalah amalan anak Adam yang lebih disukai oleh Allah SWT pada hari kurban kecuali berkorban ( dengan menyembelih binatang)" ( Riwayat At-Tirmidzi, Abu Daud ; Gharib, namun terdapat rawi yang dipertikaikan )"

- Ustaz Zaharuddin (bukak la laman web dia untuk info2 lanjut)

congrats again~

2010-11-11T19:38:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah, syukur betul hari ni, di sebalik segala kepayahan aku menjawab soalan test yang memang aku x boleh nak jawab, ada berita best ari ni. adik aku dapat 5A UPSR dowh~ lepas dapat jadi top student UPSRA wilayah persekutuan ni (dapat MUMTAZ berapa ntah markah dia), dapat lagi satu kejayaan dengan dapat 5A. tahniah kat Alya Husna sebab berjaya yek, jangan lupa diri yang penting pasni (macam ade pulak orang lupa diri lepas dapat result UPSR). pasni ada chance la dia dapat SBP, paling kurang pun SAM negeri dah dapat lot. ^^

kalau bukan kita, sapa lagi?

2010-11-10T19:40:00.002+08:00

teringat masa zaman sekolah dulu, orang asyik pertikai je kalau kita cakap sesuatu yang kita sendiri pun kadang2 x buat. aku kalau boleh akan cuba elak dari cakap benda yang aku sendiri pun x buat, nanti jadi isu "ah kau, nasihat2 orang, cam ko buat lak kan?" sekarang cuba fikir dari sudut lain pulak, kalau bukan kita, siapa lagi nak nasihat? kalau nak tunggu kawan kita sedar sendiri, memang kena tunggu lama la kan? salah satu cara kita doa dia sedar akan kesilapan nya, kealpaannya. tapi selagi ada kudrat, kena la tegur gak kan? biar la orang cakap kat kita "cakap x serupa kita", yang penting kita nak ubah benda yang x baik kan? korang pun, kalau nampak aku buat salah, tegur la. kalau aku marah tu, sekejap je, tapi lama2 aku fikir gak apa yang aku buat salah. jadi aku akan cuba x buat. jadi, apa lagi, kalau bukan kita, siapa lagi?

p/s: test aku minggu ni semua teruk. mungkin betul apa yang sir izwan cakap, "learn to acquire the knowledge, not for the sake of exam" kena betul kan niat balik ni. astaghfirullah. -.-''

memory

2010-11-09T17:58:00.002+08:00

there will be always people coming and going around in your life, but one thing remains with you; that's memory, whether good or bad. and it will remain as a proof that you actually never leave from my life.

always be there

2010-11-08T22:06:00.003+08:00

"So when the time is hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise HE will Always Be There
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy"

Maher Zain - Always Be There

usaha dan tawakal come together~

2010-11-07T23:44:00.004+08:00

Nabi shallallahu ‘alayhi wa sallam berkata : “Akan masuk syurga 70,000 orang dari kalangan umatku tanpa dihisab”, mereka berkata : Siapakah mereka wahai Rasulullah? Baginda menjawab : “Mereka ialah orang tidak mengubati dirinya dengan ruqyah (jampi), tidak percaya kepada petanda baik atau buruk (dengan melihat burung dan sebagainya) dan tidak membakar bahagian tubuh yang sakit dengan besi panas. Mereka bertawakal kepada Allah semata-mata”. (Hadis riwayat al-Bukhari dan Muslim

hope that my efforts tonight worth a lot tomorrow. really need to nail down the 5 marks. test calculus 3 tomorrow. night guys~

p/s : remember to always TAWAKAL after USAHA. cause both come along, not alone. Wallahua'lam

campur2 perasaan

2010-11-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

pagi tadi aku ada ujian kimia. tapi sebelum tu aku dapat berita x best awal2 pagi dari kawan aku:

"result TOEFL dah kluar rini"

aku macam, OMG (oh menarik gilerr). astaghfirullah. aku memang x tenang la pastu. biasa la, kalau korang taw result korang dah kluar, n korang xtaw lagi, mesti kelam kabut sikit kan. dah la taw masa dalam kereta g taylor's. kawan aku ni pun cam nak xnak je makan pas sampai, maklumlah, nk tengok result terus. mula2 nak makan, pastu xnak. aku ikut je la. las2 kata xnak makan, pergi 2nd floor terus tengok result. masa tu ade satu benda je dalam fikiran aku : yang penting sekarang ni, AKU XNAK REPEAT BALIK!!! dah la aku taw aku punye TOEFL tu agak horror skit, sebab aku gagap (akibat sejuk melampau) dan aku pancit (maksud aku, x larat nak dengar listening berulang2 kali sampai 9 kali!!!) so target aku awal2; lepas 70 pun ok kot, kalau lepas MARA nye lagi bagus la. jadi nak dijadikan cerita aku pun bukak la laman web bla bla bla bla bla... result aku kluar......

Reading - **/30
Listening - **/30
Speaking - **/30
Writing - **/30
total - **/120

ALHAMDULILLAH. lega la sebab lepas. markah? no way that i would write on this blog. personally i will tell you guys through texting or maybe calling, perhaps? ops, speaking jap. sebab lepas. so leh la aku start fokus balik kat study aku, or maybe i will activate my FB account back. maybe not now. ;)

so straight away i went to the class calmly (cuz i already knew the marks) and people started asking each other results. when they asked me, i just told "i pass". i'm not that good if you want to compare to my fellow friends, most get higher marks than me. so the safest answer "I PASS" hehehe so after that islamic studies class ended, it's time for chemistry test. the test was quite tricky, but i think i will get a good result. maybe cuz i was confident doing the test.

in the evening.
i kept wondering why i couldn't win the game anymore. it's like the computer level already adopted the way i played. maybe i need to change my style of play. (translate BM again) petang tu pas main game, terus balik rumah. nak dijadikan cerita, mak ayah aku ajak singgah rumah kawan dia yang pergi haji, tolong tengok2 kan la kan. datang2, pintu pagar dah terbukak. aku ingat angin tolak (sangka baik dulu) tapi lepas tengok grill tingkap habis terbukak, pintu dapur pun terbukak, memang sah la orang pecah masuk (padahal baru je minggu lepas mak ayah aku pg tengok rumah tu). terus la p balai polis buat repot. macam2 la. satu je benda yang aku perasan pasal kerja polis ni, agak lambat. nak ambik repot pun lambat taip. ok, aku faham la nak kena buat cerita kan, tapi xyah la leceh sangat. taip pun pelan. lame gak amik repot tadi. pastu pergi la lokasi kejadian. tengok polis penyiasat ramai ada. satu lagi aku perasan, kalau tengok cerita orang2 putih kan, diorang ni buat kerja agak sistematik, n akan buat sehabis boleh. aku tengok, polis tadi cam cool je, lepak2, pakai sarung tangan pun idak (tapi ok la sebab diorang x sentuh papa bahan bukti). tapi xpa, kerja diorang agak cepat la. tu leh tabik la. hehehe so pastu balik la rumah sebelum maghrib. sekarang? tengah blog la. ok, esok lusa tulat tubin nak kene study. jadi, cukup la dulu. wassalam~

countdown

2010-11-01T20:38:00.002+08:00

will be having chemistry test this wednesday, calculus on next week monday and accounting on the other wednesday. screw up my weekend. ;(

end of month

2010-10-31T22:24:00.003+08:00

it always good to come to the end of a month. means that it will be a new day of a new month tomorrow, right? nahh, that's for sure. what's more important is, there are quite number of good things happened at the end of the month. i will list a few though;

1. get monthly allowances from MARA. that's the best thing for sure, when you are tight, financially, and suddenly, money came in. but of course we need to use the money wisely. as people said , "duit scholar tu duit cukai rakyat, guna lah elok2". and yeah, i'm trying to use it wisely. currently, i have been following this advice of "save first, spends later" and i think this totally work for me. when i have little money to spend, i tend to be more savvy (and yeah, people knew it when i always refuse them to hang out which means i have to have extra cash in my hand to so). hopefully my dream of saving more than RM2000 will be true before next year May. trying hard man.

thanks for the money mara (only at the end of month though)

2. get to hang out with friends. yeah, since money have come in, i try to spend more at the end of the month (after i bring out the saving of course). we watched movie last friday, and it was awesome. you guys have to watch the movie. TAKERS. cool guys. damn~

love this part when AJ died to protect his friend. he's cool. damn~

3. get to know a new friend. i went to tbp last night and hang out with some of my friends there. knew them from a program called IJELP. it was a 3 months prep program for students that will further their studies at japan, and yup, i was one of them before. so this morning, i get to know a nihonjin, which is T.A san (teaching assistant). his name is Iwaita-san. as he can't speak english, my friend become a translator for us. though i was pretty embarrassed because i couldn't understand his language (i used to understand basic japanese language, i think i just need to learn it again). i wondered how i can be as fluent as my friend in speaking other language than English and Malay.

4. play games a lot. maybe because i didn't go back home this end of the month.

errr, maybe not like this boy, really.

the bad things are; a lot of assignments haven't started yet, and i got to be ready for this wednesday test. so tata guys~

ciri2 wanita syurga

2010-10-28T17:58:00.001+08:00

dapat ni dari www.iluvislam.com, boleh la bace terus dekat website tu kalo nak ;)

1. Bertakwa.

2. Beriman kepada Allah, malaikat-malaikat-Nya, kitab-kitab-Nya, rasul-rasul-Nya, hari kiamat, dan beriman kepada takdir yang baik mahupun yang buruk.

3. Bersaksi bahawa tiada yang berhak disembah kecuali Allah, bersaksi bahawa Muhammad adalah hamba dan Rasul-Nya, mendirikan solat, menunaikan zakat, berpuasa bulan Ramadan, dan menunaikan haji bagi yang mampu.

4. Ihsan, iaitu beribadah kepada Allah seakan-akan melihat Allah, jika dia tidak dapat melihat Allah, dia mengetahui bahawa Allah melihat dirinya.

5. Ikhlas beribadah semata-mata kepada Allah, tawakal kepada Allah, mencintai Allah dan Rasul-Nya, takut terhadap azab Allah, mengharap rahmat Allah, bertaubat kepada-Nya dan bersabar atas segala takdir Allah serta mensyukuri segala kenikmatan yang diberikan kepadanya.

6. Gemar membaca al-Quran dan berusaha memahaminya, berzikir mengingati Allah ketika sendiri atau bersama orang dan sentiasa berdoa kepada Allah.

7. Menghidupkan amar makruf dan nahi mungkar pada keluarga dan masyarakat.

8. Berbuat baik (ihsan) kepada tetangga, anak yatim, fakir miskin, dan seluruh makhluk, serta berbuat baik terhadap haiwan ternakan yang dimiliki.

9. Menyambung tali persaudaraan terhadap orang yang memutuskannya, memberi kepada orang, menahan pemberian kepada dirinya, dan memaafkan orang yang menzaliminya.

10. Adil dalam segala perkara dan bersikap adil terhadap seluruh makhluk.

11. Menjaga lisannya daripada perkataan dusta, saksi palsu dan menceritakan kejelekan orang lain (ghibah).

13. Menepati janji dan amanah yang diberikan kepadanya.

14. Berbakti kepada kedua-dua orang tua.

15. Menyambung silaturahim dengan keluarganya, sahabat terdekat dan jauh.

p/s: haish, susah nya nak dapat isteri yang macam ni kan? tapi kalau dah macam ni, kita pulak macam mana? renung2 kan. ^^

tahniah tahniah~

2010-10-27T20:13:00.002+08:00

hari ini ada kimia (akhirnya)!! pensyarah dah kembali sihat, jadi ada la pembentangan (presentation) untuk tajuk 'detergent'. aku agak nervous la, tapi Alhamdulillah, dapat sampaikan apa yang aku patut sampaikan (mungkin ada terkurang kot). satu benda aku kagum masa kimia tadi, bila tengok pensyarah aku ni. dia baru je sihat dari satu kesakitan yang aku rasa agak berat untuk orang yang baru je beberapa bulan kahwin. dia ni aku tengok tenang je, redha akan semua yang terjadi. senyum memanjang dalam kelas (bila tengok lawak2 dari video dan juga 'slide'). ok, mungkin semua tu luaran, dalam hati tak ada sapa yang tahu kan? tapi tu lah, memang kagum la tengok dia. masalah dia tak ganggu dia mengajar dalam kelas. memang kena bagi tabik la. cuba kalo kita kan, kalau ada masalah je, orang lain memang dapat kesan la kita ni lain macam je. muka tak nak senyum, nampak tak bersemangat, cakap nak tengking2, pastu duduk sorang2. jarang la nampak orang yang ada masalah nampak macam biasa aje. kan bagus kalau aku macam tu gak kan? sebab apa yang terjadi dah terjadi, apa2 pun masalah kita kena la hadapi. dan apa yang terjadi tu, mungkin yang terbaik untuk kita. sebab Allah ada berfirman dalam Quran yang mafhum nya macam ni : kamu merancang, Allah juga merancang, dan sebaik baik perancang ialah Allah SWT (pakai balik ayat yang sama sebab ilmu ni kena la sentiasa di beritahu balik kan?). jadi, kalau ada masalah tu, cara paling senang ialah kembali kepada Allah. kan kan?

pastu tadi aku dapat 'miss call' dari mak aku masa aku tengah menikmati makan malam yang ala kadara je. pastu aku rasa macam penting je, jadi aku call la balik. terkejut lak bila mak aku beritahu yang adik aku, yang darjah enam tu, si Alya Husna tu, dia dapat tempat 10 teratas dalam ujian PSRA untuk sekolah agama baru baru ni. Alhamdulillah, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pemurah. sebab sebelum ni aku pernah cakap kat mak aku "Alya ni la paling pandai kot rasa nya kalau banding ngan adik beradik aku masa sekolah rendah kot. dia ni bukan takat boleh dapat 5a upsr je, mungkin dapat top malaysia ke?" sebab keputusan upsr x keluar lagi, tak tau la masin ke idak mulut aku ni. tapi kalau x dapat pun, kira memang masin gak la mulut aku, sebab dia dah dapat top 10 PSRA. ok la tu kan? apa2 pun Alya, tahniah la. hang memang asyik pecah kan rekod keluarga kita je kan? memang dapat motivasi la aku untuk belajar betul2 camni. kalau korang tengok cara adik aku, mesti korang terkejut. memang berbeza dari cara aku, abang aku, ngan adik aku yang lagi dua orang. balik nanti macam nak kena kasi hadiah je, apa patut aku beli yek? ok kawan2, nak pergi belajar la, dah dapat semangat ni. hahaha wassalam~

tuesday evening show ^^

2010-10-26T21:13:00.003+08:00

well, it should be a good day, because everything started smoothly today. i had a decent accounting class that started quite late (didn't ever think that the lecturer forget that he had lecture at 945, not 1020, and yeah, he did came late because of that, and if only people didn't call him at his room, i must have been gone at the moment) and later a quite boring (not quite, for sure it's boring) calculus class that i never miss a chance to fell asleep which i didn't mean too, at all (sorry sir, next time maybe i will not). and wait till the bus came from tbs to casa. i also had a few games of fifa11 (enhancing my gaming skills) with my friends, that i won 3 out of 4, and lost a half time of PES 11 (which suddenly didn't end quite well because my laptop overheat and turned off). still going smooth. and then, the most awaited shows have arrived.

chuck

and how i met your mother.

owh, how i like both of these series. both dramas always get me on my mood back, especially after watching the nerdy-geeky chuck. but then, the night always spoil my mood. calculus always left me with a BIG question mark in my head. eerrr, when i said big, i mean REALLY BIG. oh well, screw me for sleeping during the lecture, but i just can't help it. nevertheless, i think i should try doing it first right? so, blog, good night. wassalam~

don't know?

2010-10-25T22:47:00.003+08:00

should start thinking bout my study right? if only i could leave behind this thing behind me.... arghhh surely can't for sure. hahaha ;)

Fifa 11 addiction, PES no more ;P

song of the night

2010-10-24T23:50:00.004+08:00

Maher Zain ft. Irfan Makki - Allah Allah Kiya Karo

p/s : like the urdu part. just like hindustan song, but with good messages to all of us. ;)

happy birthday!! ^^

2010-10-24T20:23:00.004+08:00

i never really like him in the first place
he's annoying, being the last child really make him the center of attention
sometimes he spoils things that we do
and also he never really care about his studies, and play a lot more than i do (like me before, but i always have been pushed by mom to study)
though, he always be my little brother
family matters right?
so, happy 10th birthday azam
have a blast for your birthday, and make sure you improve your studies (like he will read my blog lol)
ok, night~

annoying little brother, happy birthday ;Pp

possibility - 50%

2010-10-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

i always listen to this song. almost everyday. the song teach me to keep on believing in Allah whenever we're in despair. so yeah, not only in the despair, but also in good moment, because everything come from Allah, right? and oh, this is my primary song when you open my blog. so enjoy it. so the story is.....

i started the day with not a good start at all. i couldn't asleep yesterday and keep on waking up from 3 until 630. it happened every hour when i suddenly woke up because of nothing, and i slept again. the same things happened till 630, and later i thought that it will be good if i did qiyam earlier. hopefully i can do it in the near future. so then i stayed awake and apparently i didn't take breakfast this morning. i just couldn't get anything into the stomach until i finished answering toefl. that's the first thought. later things become worsen. i forgot to bring along my sweater, and the lab was freaking cold. and things didn't end like that. i kept on trembling during the test. worst part is, my listening as i thought at first was my strength of scoring toefl was actually different and harder. i had to listened to about 9 listening materials; 3 conversations and 6 lectures, and the lectures were damn-lame-boring kinda. so in the end, i lost my focus and didn't have the mood to keep on. later we have a break after answering reading and listening part. after the break, i went straight ahead to the speaking part. again, i failed tremendously. i couldn't keep myself on focus, and i was shivering on that moment. from 6 speaking parts, i could only finished answering 3 of them. another 3 were disastrous. to my future examiner of speaking part, i'm truly sorry if you couldn't understand the dialect and the tenses that i used, because i was too nervous. and in the end, writing part gave me a final relief. quite easy. i don't whether i could even pass my scholarship's requirement. it stated in the offer letter that i must get 79 out of 120, and now i'm thinking i only able to score below 70. to get 90 is almost impossible for me right now. so to get 80 above will be a great relief. enough with toefl things. life must move on, right? so later i went straight to a 'kenduri' and this is what happened:

yuni had a new haircut. quite pretty actually. but better keep it long i think?
i eat a lot, to release the tension.
we went to see aini at ssp, and ended up searching for her for almost an hour. luckily we found her just before we went straight back home.
dani couldn't eat dinner during the weekend.
went to lang chik's and umar was soo excited to meet us (meeting me actually, because he kept asking me to hold him whenever he saw me).
umar could speak a few words. "nak angkat" and i was, 'walaoweyhhh, dah boleh cakap la." :)
end up blogging this. good night guys. wassalam

p/s : i stress out

2010-10-22T21:54:00.001+08:00

never been stress out like this before. lacking of confidence, i guess. because i never speak to any non-living things before (skype is different, at least you can video-cam with people). i have ran through the practices, and yes, it's hard. that's hurt. hopefully i can do better tomorrow. pray for my success people, i need at least 90 above to apply good universities. may TOEFL be my side tomorrow. inshaAllah.

1st sharing of the day

2010-10-20T22:38:00.003+08:00

well, you can read a whole article of it at http://saifulislam.com/?p=8740 which surely quite useful for all of us, plus i put up new hadith that i learn from the website now :

Hadith Ibn Umar Radhiyallahu ‘anhuma, “Seorang mukmin yang bergaul dengan orang ramai dan bersabar di atas kesakitan yang timbul akibat pergaulan itu, adalah lebih baik daripada seorang mukin yang tidak bercampur gaul dengan orang ramai dan tidak sabar di atas kesakitan akibat pergaulan itu” (Al-Tirmidhi 2507, Ibn Majah 4032)

and another one:

“Sesungguhnya syaitan itu adalah serigala bagi manusia seperti serigala terhadap kambing. Ia menyerang kambing yang jauh dan memencilkan diri. Maka hindarkanlah dirimu daripada hidup jauh berjauhan, dan hendaklah kamu berjemaah, bersama orang ramai dan melazimkan diri dengan masjid” [Hadith riwayat Ahmad]

that's all. enjoy reading saifulislam.com. lots could be read and gained from reading it. wassalam ;)

delaying?

2010-10-20T20:26:00.003+08:00

people tend to delay their work when they know that time is by their side. and that's apply to most of us, including me. and when the time's running out, we will have another tendency to copy from someone who have done it. again, this may happen to us, including me. i say 'may' because not everyone will do this. i don't know why i delay my works some of the time. i always do most of my works at the eleventh hour. that's happening to my chemistry presentation when i almost not prepare for it. luckily, the lecturer take medical leave for this whole week, and i'm thankful for that.

huh, i just finished shooting some part of my group's islamic studies video, and yeah, we delayed it till next week because of some incidents that happened at myplace apartment. which i prefer not to tell it now, or never. hahaha i really need to change this habbit of delaying works.

oh well, i will be sitting for TOEFL this coming saturday. hope i can do it great, scoring above 90 will be marvelous, but 80+ should be fine. at least i don't have to repeat it because i don't fulfill my sponsor requirements. and so the countdown begins. it's only less than 60 hours more before i'm going to go for it. oh God, i really need to settle down right now.

quote of the day:

you broke her heart,i'll break your everything - John Casey
(so in ♥ with chuck season 4 right now ^^)

successfully renew it

2010-10-19T19:29:00.004+08:00

looks like the policemen really don't know that Subang Jaya has housing areas behind The Summit USJ, or probably they pretend so. so the victims will be us, the residents of casa subang which is located just behind the summit. everyday we will stuck in the traffic jam for a long time (usually around 15 minutes before we could reach the 2nd traffic light which is beside summit, and yeah, it's damn near) and for a record, we stuck there for more than half an hour. because we came out from the house around 810 something and we arrived taylor's at 900 something. yeah, thanks policemen. i wonder what will be if we have to stay at casa when adp have to move lakeside campus which is beside ldp. maybe 2 hours in the road? i hope not. that's why we want to move out. and hopefully we could find houses around sunway, which is much nearer and less jam than casa subang. and again, hopefully.

today finally i registered my subjects for next semester. so the list are:

linear algebra
physics 1
sociology 1
world religion

renewing some skills in doing calculation >.<

and probably i will drop world religion to take another subject, which i still didn't know what. have to wait for next semester for that. bye bye~

hiatus

2010-10-18T19:37:00.007+08:00

i did it. it wasn't so hard after all. maybe i just need that sense of 'boring' to come into me for a while, and 'wala'. well, i gonna be in hiatus for a while, so people, you can contact me through my phone or my ym or my skype. should be easy that way, right?

so i need to channel the time i usually used for that thing to something else. and i choose to channel it through blogging. so have fun reading this blog, InshaAllah i will try to make it as intellectual as possible, with less mumbling, and more knowledge to be shared, hopefully.

i always recall back some memories from my high school time every time during the islamic studies class, and i don't know why. maybe some of the facts about islam make me think of the one i used to know from high school, mostly from quran sunnah class and syariah class. well, actually, the lecturer entered the topic of sirah nabi and the growing of islam empire. so, he came across some of prophet muhammad pbuh's companions such as saidina abu bakar, umar al-khattab, uthman affan and ali karamAllahu wajhah. then how islam grew and spread around the globe under bani umayyah and abassiah. i remembered learning those things when i was form 4 and form 5, mostly in history class, when islam has been spread around about 2/3 of the world. can you guys see that? the fact that islam had covered around 2/3 of the globe amazed me. to compare it with current situation, it almost different. yes, we can say that among 4 people in this world, 1 of them is a muslim. so islam still covered mostly around 2/3 of the world right? but how many of them are quality muslims, or in another term, mukmins? how many? we say ourselves as a muslim, yet we still do some forbid things, and leave some good deeds. who teach us that? islam never really ask us to do something like that. i remembered some of the saying or verses or maybe hadith (forgive me because of my lack of knowledge) stated that if u want to enter islam, enter it completely. not just take some part, and throw some part. because islam is already completed. we can't change something that is prefect, otherwise it will become imperfect again. so guys, let's move towards becoming a good mukmin, inshaAllah. may my words play some advice to yourselves and also to me, because we are all human, and human tend to forget advises. and oh, a video that i watched years ago, hope you guys enjoy it. have a blast ;)

not so good day

2010-10-15T22:50:00.004+08:00

wooooo, the 2nd post i write in a day. what an achievement. but, like always, that's not the main point right now. i just need to write those things, in order to clear them out of my head. so here it goes:

'suwey' of the day - i tried to get my marks back from calculus lecturer, but looks like i failed. and yes, i was so damn stress after that, and canceled all my plan of going out with friends. because i didn't like going out in a bad mood, later it would spoil the mood of others.

2nd 'suwey' - oh well, planning to go back after maghrib, and in the end, i waited for the bus for 2 HOURS, and thanks to rapid kl for the so-fast services they have provided for people. oh yeah. spoil my so-turning-to good mood this night, and now in the bad mood again.

oh well, only 2 suwey for today, but i still think it has been a not so good day for me. it make me feel like giving up in achieving my goals. later i remembered some verses from the Quran that i heard during Islamic Studies class this morning : "Wamakaru wamakarAllah WaAllahu Khairun Makirin" - People plan, and Allah also plan, and indeed Allah is the best planner.

yeah, we have been planning to have the best of our day. and in the end, it turn to something else. good things not always happen everyday, and vice versa. so, be patient, because maybe it was just a test from Allah for us, as a sign of His love for us, because if we don't be tested, how can we call ourselves as Mukmin, the believers right? Alhamdulillah, thanks for the test today. and hopefully, after this, I could reduce the usage of the F words whenever i got angry, especially after not-so-good today. hopefully~~~

p/s:hopefully i could be interdependent towards myself

am i not being good enough?

2010-10-15T17:57:00.003+08:00

i know it has been kinda on and off relationship with you.

yeah, before this, i used to hate you.

and then, after a few outing together, i started thinking, why am i hating you at the first place, because i know, you have been nice to me all the time.

and then, we become best buddies.

i just couldn't remember how long it is, but i know, we have been there for each other for some time.

and now, something happens, and that thing change everything.

i hate it, but you just can't ignore it.

i know it's not your fault, but why?
it seems that the love already break into pieces.

i don't want it to end like this. because i need you in my life. am i not being good enough, or you just to good for me, CALCULUS?

-in a stress mood right now because can't understand why objective also need working, when your answer in the objective is right and the working is wrong. but still, i tick the right answer and should be given full mark because it's an OBJECTIVE question, not a subjective one. and yeah, this thing make me hate you after this, calculus. hopefully there's a reason for me to keep on studying this subject, other than maintaining the CGPA

dilemma of a new semester next year~

2010-10-12T21:28:00.003+08:00

should start thinking which subjects to be taken next semester, need 3 only -.-'' :

Statistics n probabilities
Linear Algebra
Macroeconomics
Sociology
World Religion
Physics 1

hopefully i will get the best combination for another great semester, inshaAllah (and yet i still struggling throughout this semester) XP

anything comes with a reason, right?

2010-10-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

finally, it's official. after a long waiting of the answer, we got it. for me, it's kinda sad, and also a happy thing. yeah, MARA wouldn't allow us to go to the States earlier than January 2012. that means i still have to go on, living in Malaysia for another a year and 3 months.

frustrated? yes, who wouldn't be like that if you know that you could finish earlier about 5 months before January 2012, and yet you still have to wait because of the agreements. huh, how i wish i was a private student before. like my school's friend at taylor's. but yeah, the cash yet again become a crucial factor for me to rather get scholarships than let my family pay for my fees, because i know, my family wouldn't be able to pay for the so-expensive-taylor's tuition fees.

happy? yes also, because i know, i will more time to spend with my family, to serve my parents, to accompany them (since my brother and sister are already get themselves at somewhere around the globe). yeah, i should be happy because of that. because till now, i still haven't make up my mind, to either straight away work after graduation, or taking masters, which mean i have to extend another 2 years there, or work at the States. so, i should be happy, right?

afraid? have to. extending another one more semester at adp taylor's means i have to maintain my CGPA for another one more semester. and also, maybe u have finish my core subjects before that, which means i have to take electives subjects for that semester. oh man, i really don't know how i can survive for that. but yeah, that's adp. we have to master at least a little part of any other subjects besides our cores, because we don't whether we will get our dream job or not. so, yeah, thanks adp for preparing me for all these situations. ^^

well, that's mean i only be going to the States latest by January 2012. hahaha ok, calculus-things already give me headache more than i could wish for. and also FIFA 11 and PES 11. eeerrrrr okay, fifa time. or maybe calculus? not tonight. wassalam~

problems, we face. in our own way.

2010-10-02T16:41:00.002+08:00

adoi. tajuk mungkin dalam English, tapi rasa cam nak tulis dalam BM pulak. haha camni arr kalau nak dijadikan cerita:

minggu depan ada 3 tugasan (assignments) kena hantar; 1 kalkulusi ke-3 (calculus 3) dan 2 perakaunan ke-2 (accounting 2)

minggu depan dah kena siap persembahan multimedia (cewaahhh, slideshow XP) untuk kimia

minggu depan ada peperiksaan pertengahan semester (mid sem test) perakaunan 2

minggu depan kena ready untuk kalkulusi punya pertengahan semester dan permbentangan kimia pula

minggu depan pun kena mula fikir untuk ulangkaji (revise) Ujian Bahasa Inggeris Sebagai Bahasa Asing (Test of English as Foreign Language aka TOEFL)

minggu depan pun kena tetapkan keputusan nak masuk universiti mana, untuk hantar markah TOEFL ni

minggu depan
minggu depan
minggu depan.....

argghhhh~~
x sangka pulak semester ni susah camni. memang la kan, makin lama, universiti makin susah. tapi sem ni dah la ambil 4 subjek je (1 subjek wajib lulus tu boleh target lulus je ^^), x fikir lak boleh jadi susah. aturan subjek aku mungkin dah salah, sebab sepatut nya aku x ambil kalkulusi 3 dengan perakaunan 2 sekali, tapi x ada pilihan kan. aku pun x ada mud nak ambil subjek elektif lagi, jadi kena la ambil yang teras (core) dulu. kawan2 semua pun dah tolong2 aku, cuma aku ni je, macam dah ilang arah sikit. kalau nak bandingkan dengan semester lepas, aku macam ada matlamat, pendorong. sem ni dah x ada pula. tambah pulak tabiat b***k aku lagi. apa patut aku buat sekarang? dah buntu aku dengan cara aku belajar sekarang. aku rasa aku patut ambil masa untuk selesaikan masalah belajar aku. mungkin kawan2 aku kata aku punya keputusan dah gempak, cuma aku masih x puas ati. bukan aku x suka, cuma kalau boleh dapat yang lagi tinggi, mesti kita nak yang tu kan? tu lah, perangai aku je nak camtu, usaha aku x melambangkan langsung aku nak capai gred gempak2 tu. kalau boleh kongsi2 gred ke, dah lama aku kasi kat kawan2 aku yang rajin betul belajar, kalau nak banding dengan aku ni.

pastu setakat ni dah ada 4 universiti dalam kepala aku ni yang aku rasa nak mohon (apply), Temple Univeristy, University of Michigan Ann Arbor, Penn State University, plus Univeristy of Illinois-Urbana Campaign. tapi ntah la. Temple xda dalam senarai (list) Mara kalau x silap, n Penn State xde pula CAE (pusat kecemerlangan aktuari, Centre of Actuary Excellence, kalau ade CAE, memang uni tu persatuan2 aktuari kt US dh iktiraf la), so dalam senarai tu, ada 2 je aku yang betul2 aku boleh nak masuk. michigan atau illinois. michigan susah nak dapat, illinois xtaw la camne. arap2 betul la keputusan aku ni yek, sebelum ambil toefl aku kena pilih dah ni.

apa2 pun yang kta rancang, mungkin kita patut ingat (bukan mungkin pun, memang kena ingat) yang Allah pun merancang. dan sebaik2 perancangan ialah perancangan Allah. kalau aku x dapat apa yang aku nak, pasti nya itu yang terbaik bagi aku kan? huh, nampak sangat aku kena banyak muhasabah ni. ok chiow~

writing in the sense of what?

2010-10-02T09:10:00.003+08:00

perasaan pertama ketika menulis blog :
"wow, best nye dapat tulis blog, macam dapat luahkan separuh luahan hati yang dah lame terpendam, diperam"

well, that's not the case at all.

i'm not good at writing. that's why nowadays i rarely blogging, as you can see, my last post was on JULY 2010, it's about 2 months plus2 ago. and yeah, i have nothing to write about. now i'm writing, so there must be something to be written off..... nah, just kiding, next post i will.

*pufff~~~

just don't know what

2010-07-22T23:15:00.002+08:00

apparently, i don't know what i should blog on........................

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ahhh, maybe next time. =Pp

sandiwara dunia semata mata, atau sentimen sahaja?

2010-06-05T10:24:00.000+08:00

Selamat pagi kat semua. hoho aku dah lama x update blog ni, dah nak bersawang pun ada kot. tapi laman web kan, wajib lah kalo nak bersawang2 ni kan? malam tadi aku tengok cite lagenda budak setan ngan member2, dan sumpah, citer ni memang menyanyat hati. member pun boleh nangis. hohoho tapi tu bkn nye point nye hari ni. pagi ni, macam biase lah. aku mesti akan bukak laman web yang wajib aku bace every day, every time, ntuk update diri aku ngan perkembangan semasa dan juga poiltik kat malaysia. yes, politic is hypocrite, but something could be learn from there. aku terbukak la satu blog ni, n terjumpe sesuatu yang agak menyayat hati. mungkin sebab pagi ni aku x byk fikir sangat, mungkin la kan, aku tersentuh bace post ni. aku copy paste je la, tapi gambar korang boleh tengok kat blog tu. nah link yek :

http://perisik-rakyat.com/2010/06/cerita-gambar-gambar-dari-gaza-untuk.html

citer aku letak kat sini yek. tumpang sekaki, mungkin sebab malas nak tulis. maaf la sangat2. kepada tuan blog tu, mintak kebenaran yek letak post tu kt sini jugak.

"Semalam Razali Awang, pemberita TV3 yang pergi ke Gaza baru-baru ni, datang ke syarikat kami untuk berkongsi pengalamannya pergi ke Gaza baru-baru ini. Persatuan Islam Pekerja yang anjurkan. Razali ni tiap kali dia bercerita, mesti tersekat-sekat sebab dia kata dia tak dapat lupakan pengalaman yang dia akan kenang sampai mati.

Ada beberapa perkara yang mahu saya kongsi bersama kerana ianya membuatkan tidur saya tidak lena...

Mesir

Razali kata, ini Firaun moden. Nama je Islam tapi dah terlalu sekular. Sanggup kencing di dinding-dinding masjid.

Mesir sekat sempadan sedangkan hanya itu sahaja jalan darat hendak ke Gaza . Makanan dan ubat-ubatan semuanya rosak di sempadan Mesir-Gaza. Sempadan Mesir-Gaza berada dalam kawasan sepanjang 14 kilometer. Kalau lah tiada sekatan, rakyat Palestin takkan kebuluran...

"Mesir lebih rela bersempadan dengan Israel daripada bersempadan dengan Hamas, Apa punya manusia ni..!", kata Razali Awang.

Khutbah Jumaat di Mesir mengharamkan khutbah mengenai keganasan di Gaza . Razali beritahu rakyat Palestin yang dia interview, di Malaysia, tiap Jumaat kami bacakan Qunut Nazilah dan bersolat hajat demi kesejahteraan rakyat Palestin…

Berapa banyak checkpoint dia kena lalui di Mesir… tapi dengan pertolongan Allah SWT, semuanya berjaya dilepasi... tapi perit nya... yang mintak rasuah… charge naik bas sejauh 500 meter ialah RM70!!!

Memang sekutu kuat Amerika and Israel (Eee…tak ingin hantar anak gi Al Azhar... lebih baik hantar ke negara Islam lain... UIA pun dah bagus!!!)

Gaza (Palestine)

Terbahagi kepada 2 – Hamas dan Fatah… Belah Fatah ada Kasino!

Kata wartawan dari Belgium dan Itali, the best strawberry in the world comes from Gaza !

Imam Shafie lahir di sini (sebak pulak bila dengar yang ni).

Razali kata rakyat Palestin sangat berpegang teguh kepada ajaran Islam dan mazhab Shafie. Orang Palestin sangat baik dan peramah jika dibandingkan dengan Pak Arab di Mesir tu.. Moyang Rasulullah SAW dikebumikan dia sini (lupa nama... tapi dia mention Hashim…).

Beautiful country, iklim Mediterranean. boleh kalahkan Los Angeles kalau tak kerana peperangan..

Hamas

Memang kalangan yang rela mati sebab mati syahid. Rela mati bila-bila masa. Bila bersalam perpisahan dengan Razali dia orang ucap "Kalau anda datang lagi ke sini, adakah kita akan bertemu lagi?"…macam mereka tahu yang mereka akan mati bila-bila masa sahaja.

Tulang-temulang manusia yang melekat di dinding bangunan-bangunan yang rosak akibat dibom Yahudi/Zionis, tak busuk walau dah berminggu!

Mayat tak reput langsung, bila kubur dibedil oleh Israel… punyalah jahat bangsa Yahudi/Zionis, kubur pun dibedil konon tempat simpan senjata.

Hamas ada 25,000 org... tak de senjata canggih tapi yang mati hanya 100 lebih je!!!

Hamas ni beroperasi di bawah tanah dan mereka berada dimana-mana saja. mereka beroperasi dalam kumpulan-kumpulan kecil.

Isteri-isteri kepada yang mati syahid, hanya ada satu misi, untuk berperang dan mati syahid supaya dapat jumpa semula suami masing-masing di syurga...

Bagi mereka, kanak-kanak yang mati berada di sisi Allah SWT.

Menurut seorang ibu yang anaknya mati syahid, hari ni sorang mati, esok pasti lahir seorang lagi bayi yang bakal menjadi pejuang Islam...

Israel

Memang pengecut sebab tak berani berperang secara berhadapan dengan Hamas. di darat hanya duduk dalam kereta kebal. lepastu serang dengan bom pintar atau bom fosforus dari jarak jauh.

Dia org tau Hamas ada penembak tepat! jadi mereka takut nak turun dari kereta kebal.

Kereta kebal Israel musnahkan tanaman seperti anggur dan pokok zaitun sebab tanaman ni makan masa bertahun untuk tumbuh balik. Biar rakyat Palestin kebulur dan tak de sumber pendapatan.

Semua resolusi PBB, satu pun Israel tak ikut!!! Ada back-up besar lah katakan...

Rakyat Palestine

Sedih Razali tengok dia orang rebus rumput sebab dah tak de makanan.

Kanak-kanak tiada cita-cita lain selain dari ingin menjadi pengebom berani mati kerana trauma melihat ahli keluarga dibunuh di depan mata sendiri!

Di hospital - pembedahan, jahit kulit ke apa ke… terpaksa dibuat tanpa bius. Sebab - ubat dah tak de.

Razali kata dia tak tahan dia tengok budak-budak menjerit-menjerit kesakitan bila kepala di jahit!

Dia jugak pergi sendiri ke dewan bedah yang telah dibedil dengan bom fosforus... sebelum serangan ada beberapa orang doktor sedang bedah pesakit… Razali kata tak de apa yang tinggal... semua dah jadi abu!!! Ada la nampak serpihan tulang sikit-sikit disana-sini… Fosforus ni dia hancurkan kulit dan tulang… Nauzubillah.

Ada banyak lagi... tapi terlalu panjang untuk ditulis. Razali Awang memang volunteer nak pergi ke Gaza... jadi, inilah yang diceritakan oleh beliau.

Satu lagi antara pembekal rifle ke Israel selain dari USA ialah negara jiran kita yang paling dekat iaitu SINGAPURA! jadi Razali kata kalau kita shopping dekat sana macam kita sokong Israel.

Jadi kawan-kawan, kita terus berdoa dan berdoa untuk keselamatan saudara Islam kita di mana jua mereka berada..

Wassalam"

3rd week coming~

2010-05-29T22:17:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Well, I just took the end part of 'numb encore' lyric by jay z and linkin park for my introduction. Not that i like the song very much, but somehow, the end part of it really shows some part of myself. OK, story session will be later, so better move on to my topic.

As you can see from the topic above, the 3rd week of new semester is coming, and I will have 1 quiz and 1 test to be prepared of. FYI, I'm taking calculus 2, accounting 1, and microeconomics. Because of short semester, I only take 3 subject, out of usual 5. So, the classes will start around 930 and end at 1215 or 1 pm. Short semester was more relaxing, though I take all core subjects this semester, but I think I fine with them. I didn't study yet for the quiz and test, maybe I will start tomorrow. Oh man. Maybe next monday, or tuesday. hahaha

ok, no story session. x larat dowh. hahaha babai~~ (tengok aku nye blog ni makin lame makin ngarut, haish~~)

4th day in house. the mood?

2010-05-05T00:20:00.003+08:00

It's already the 4th day of I'm being at house, and i could find myself in the situation of doing nothing at all. Except from doing the housework with my mom or online or listening to music or watching movies. Study? Please, it's only the 4th day of holiday and I don't want to mess my head with the 'calculusing' thing now. So, what am I supposed to do now? Maybe i will hang out with my friends and that is only a 'MAYBE' thing to do. (Enough mumbling and start doing you business here mal.) geez, go straight to the point.

My sister finally registered for the middle east program at INTEC, sponsored by MARA yesterday. Thats mean she will be flying to Jordan doing dentistry in the middle of September, or earlier than that, which will left me the last one to fly among the three earlier siblings. wait, what the heck am I talking about ha? in malay, "dalam adik beradik yg awal2 ni, yg jarak umur setahun je masing2, aku la yg akhir dapat fly." that will happen if I score above 3.00 for this 2 years of American degree at ADP Taylor's College, or if I'm luckier than anyone else, I could fly as early as fall 2011. So, pray for my success guys, cause I will be aiming to fly earlier. I don't want to be stuck here for another semester. Not that I don't like to be longer at my beloved country, but I want to finish my degree as soon as possible.

I finally did my new IC. So good bye my cute face of standard 6. It will be replaced with my new ............. face and ...............hairstyle (you fill them yourselves ;P). People would never laugh at me again when they saw my IC this time. *lauugh*

Ok, I really need to do something by tomorrow's tomorrow. At least. Maybe hang out somewhere at TS or OU or maybe have some lunch at Bangsar. I miss Station 66. Let's have dinner there next time guys? errr, who are the guys now? ;Pp so long, and good night. so loooooooonnnnnnnggggggg and good night~~ (it's not a fashion statement, it's a deathwish lyrics)

*my top 10 song this week (not in proper order b'coz i like all of them equally)

Timbaland feat Katy Perry - If we ever meet again
Taylor Swift - Today was a fairy tale
N'Sync - Bye bye bye
Backstreet Boys - Drowning
Westlife - My Love
Uncle Kraker - Smile
Kesha - Your love is my drug
Dakmie - Yang terindah
Exists - Seperti dulu
Maher Zain - Open your eyes

*amani adamaya cute!!! ;Pp

plain.simple.english. peehhhleeeaaassseee~

2010-04-30T09:43:00.000+08:00

today is friday. is it holiday today? i think so. i saw some boarding school students yesterday in the komuter, and supposedly boarding school students wouldn't go back home without any special holiday. what a relieve for me because i just finish answering my final for the whole this week. i'm already crossing the finish line of this semester, so there will be no more of english writing, impromptu stuffs, business research, websites, and other related work. so, english 101, csci 101, gbus 102, math 171, bye bye (unless if i have to repeat the subjects which i really need to avoid). so, now break for more than 2 weeks before the summer semester will commence. i really don't want to think about study right now, but i need to study a few more chapters in calculus 1 as our lecturer didn't teach us at all. yes, i think i survive this semester calculus 1, but now i afraid of my (next-to-be-favorite-subject???) calculus 2 will screw me and my cgpa. thinking about it, maybe i can only reach a maximum of 3.5 of my cgpa. nevermind, i still got a 5 more semester to go. so, what's next? holiday, here i come~~~

nah dak2 spm 2009

2010-04-06T18:28:00.002+08:00

if you guys are looking for advice and tips for mara and other interviews as well, i hope these links can help you guys:

http://roadstobetaken.blogspot.com/2009/04/mara-interview-not-so-good-but-not-so.html - my interview with mara
http://roadstobetaken.blogspot.com/2009/03/jus-helping-u-guys-d.html - my previous post that contain links to other website on tips
http://hazadeen.wordpress.com/2008/04/18/mara-essay/ - mara essay. i used it before as preference

ok. to mara and JPA candidates, good luck.

errr... 100 post should be like what??

2010-03-26T15:24:00.002+08:00

100 post already??
what is it??
it is milestone for me, or just a figure that doesn't really affect anything?
you decide, because i'm too lazy for it. :P

ok, this shouldn't be too long. i got 5 things in my list that i got to do along this weekend:

1. an essay about laziness. yeah, the topic really reflects myself. still, i stuck in the middle of the story after miss thava told us her expectation on this essay. should i write all over again, or just move on to next chapter of the topic. hurmm. nevermind, i would find a way to do it (just finding excuses to not doing it now).

2. GBUS 102 test next week. supposedly the test would be held today, but miss janice postponed it till next week, giving excuses that she want to be fair for us as the other section would have their test next tuesday. ok, i really don't mind if you tell us yesterday. i really pushed myself to study business last night, only to find out that the test would be postpone. should i be happy? happy yet a little bit of disappointment because now i have to revise the book, AGAIN!!!

3. article for argumentative essay. for now, i have 2 in my mind which are palestine's issue and hybrid cars. should you guys have any current issues that can be argue, just tell me.

4. powerpoint for CSCI. this one should be easy. i have finished half way and just need to edit it little more.

5. finding present for my mom. well, her birthday is around 1st of april, which you guys always know it as april fool day (not for me). its mom birthday. so what should i buy for her? hurmm...

well, hopefully i will go through a good weekend. see ya. ;))

basket n futsal all day

2010-03-20T21:46:00.002+08:00

well, it's not the best week ever like last week. many unexpected things happened to me, and i become so stressful because of them. but i think i should forget about them. they were in the past, so they never affect me in the near future right. so let's move to main topic today. basket n futsal

today, we had futsal tournament, supposedly start at 2 but actually start at 3. we win 2 and lost 2 in the group and qualify for next round. luckily, we went through to the final, only to lose to a level students by 3-1. but congrats to the team members for the 2nd placers (john, qiqi, nabeel, zul, nas, an, ali) then i went straight ahead to the court to play basketball. jae brings along his members from his ex school to play. mok, iwan, acap, shahmi i guest. well, should i say they were awesome. truly. playing with the old boys of mc was great to boost my skills. thanks for the game. night~~

yeah, the best week ever.

2010-03-13T16:55:00.006+08:00

first and foremost, my calculus test was canceled. what a heaven for us. since there is no more test this week, we planned to go to intergomb for HKSBP central zone. oh before that, i got a shocking news.

SBPI RAWANG GOT NO 6 IN SPM

46 PEOPLE GOT STRAIGHT A's, 4 GOT ALL STRAIGHT A+

Congrats to the 0508 batch, phalanx of legends for getting this wonderful and awesome results. your guys were so amazing. let's continue the legacy although the spm result was just revealed. yeah, then yesterday, i went to intergomb. our school, SEPINTAR, again shocked RMC with 20-17 points and also rundown ASIS by 16-10. maybe it was not a large margin if you compare to MCKK at the north zone (i heard they totally beat up SAINA by 100-10 0__0) and semashur (beat SMAP Kajang by 33-0), still it was a win and i thankful for that. so we (exclude me because i just a supporter) enter the last game, hoping to be crown as the winner of the group. that's mean we must beat SAS. the game run smoothly, and yeah, not that good la compare to my time and unluckily, we lost for only 17-18. still, a lost is a lost. here is some pic snap during that day :

beat RMC by 3 points margin

the supporters.

so, today we have another match for the 2nd round, against INTERSABER and fav team, SEMASHUR. yet, maybe lack of confidence, again, we lost by 1 point to INTERSABER 14-15. then being down to earth by SEMASHUR 6-39. nevermind. congrats to the team for the spirit they showed and also for progressing to the next round, which me and my friends were never done it before. thanks to coach, bro ramesh, player from Swoosh team from NCBL league for guiding them up till this level. also thanks to jae, ikhwan n acap for coming n give the support for us ( still frust ngn dak no 10 saber rite? ) ok, till next time. tata ;DD

pic with the team

hahahahhaa

2010-03-10T23:11:00.003+08:00

can't say anymore because lack of time. so this is my 97th post unofficially, and yes, i realized i have written less in blog compare to facebook. 1st post after 2 months and a half. quite bad ha? ;P so maybe the next post should be longer. until then chiao~

just put the pic. don't know why. ;Pp

lil thing, big effect

2010-01-07T20:33:00.006+08:00

Yup, the second post come after the first post. It only took around 2 to 3 days for this post to be posted to. As you can see, there were too many redundancy there, from the word 'post'. Miss Ayu once said to us, I-B students, redundancy is not good for essay writing. It makes the essay becomes boring and dull, thus shown that you are lacking of ideas. Viewers, please don't repeat my mistake. In this case, I just ignore it for a while. *laugh*

I just finished reading some article, blogs and also writing. It's true, reading will widen your point of view. Sometimes, it also change your impression about others and the way you think. People should start read now, and make it as their habit because in the first revelation of Allah to prophet Muhammad, it stated about read. Iqra'. We should look deeper on its meaning which is finding the knowledge by reading, not just read it and forget about it. *silent* I know my explanation is not good, but try search and feel the true meaning of it. Ok, next point...

I live in Malaysia. Such a harmony country to live, but the recent incidents somehow interrupted this harmony society. Yeah,some hand made molatov bomb have been thrown into some churches around Klang Valley. Something fishy about this, who did those ridiculous things? Radical Islam? Or Racist? Or Jewish? Or maybe themselves? *Think for a moment* Stop pointing others and think back. Actually, these things would not happen if we think wisely. The court decision to allow Herald Church/Publication to use 'Allah' in their BM magazine was somehow a turn over to the harmony society. Well, think rationally. Even during our prophet Muhammad SAW time, the Kafir Quraisy also use Allah to refer to God. What is wrong is that the way they use it. We shouldn't be mad because they use it, they have the right to use it. What should be ask is the reason they use it. That's all. No need to be angry about the right of use it. There's no need for any road demonstration anymore. Ok, back to the question, who is inside the bombing of the church? I don't want to point others. Think back. Muhasabah guys. We live in this harmony society. There's a room we can discuss these matters. I don't want this country to be like the past Malaysia. Still remember the fight between chinese and malays? Now, it's worse than before. Between Islam and Christian. Ok ok, no more controversial issues. Sorry for the inconvenience, this is only my personal view. Sorry for everything guys. *click this link for more infos http://ellorukaini.blogspot.com/*

Tomorrow will be the start of new sem. Wish me luck for this sem because i have around 5 subjects to score in. Don't know if i can do it or not. Ok, mal, be optimist. Ok, till the next post. Bye bye. ;DD

first and the last

2010-01-07T14:37:00.002+08:00

*This is my 95th post, if you're still waiting for my 100th post, it should be around 5 more post to go. When it is? I also don't know about it. Only Allah knows about this. Definitely.*

So, this is my 2nd post during my sem's break. I know it's far more than expected. Someone may have expected me to write this blog daily. Sorry guys. Maybe i don't have something to write on or to discuss about. *silent one moment* Copying others details or news? I love to, but i can't. Starting now onwards, i want to write something that is.... fresh, still hot from the oven. You get what i mean, right? I want it from my heart. Something like now. Even though it's quite late, but better late than never? *laughing* Ok, back to my story. Today is January 7, 2010, and the clock now is... *looking at the clock on the dekstop* oh, 3.23 p.m (GMT +8, Kuala Lumpur). *laughing* I didn't recap what has happened around last year, the year of 2009. Now, it's already the new decade, how about i recap last year's memories??

I start the year by flying *smile* to Sabah for PLKN session. Though that i only entered it for a week, i didn't really have a overall view about the activities, but the program was fantastic. Can't comment anymore, because i only being there for a week. Then, i entered IJELP program. An intensive short-course for students, selected by YPM (including me) to learn basic Japanese + maths college level and also English. A good experience for me because i learnt a new language, and also got to know friends for all part of Malaysia. We cherish the moment together. Arigatou, Tsuki no kurasu. The best part is when i was awarded of the best student for the program which i think i didn't deserve a credit for it. Not to say i was being not thankful, but i think there are a lot of better people around me. Nevertheless, i was thankful for that award. Thanks to my sensei and minnasan. They really help me. Some names? So many names to write here, but i can say all of IJELP students have a credit for it. After 3 months, the program ended and the result was just at the 11th hour. I got my result, and the result was terrific. 10a's and 1 b. Although i didn't manage to be among the high scorers, the result was the best achievement for me. Congratulation to my friends who achieved straight a's, including these fantastic straight A1 achievers, ammar, donat and nisa. So, what's left for us now? We got our results, so now what? Time to apply the university and scholarships. In the same time, some of us have started to look out for jobs. Not to forget the license (i didn't have money for that). Yeah, i applied a lot of scholarships, only managed to be interviewed by one, which was MARA. Before that, i had a dilemma between choosing the one that i have now which was certain on that time and choosing something i want, but not certain. Thanks to all, my family and friends for being beside me on that moment. I never forget that and regret for what i have been now. During this waiting time, i went out a lot with my friends, since that i didn't have a job to do (my mum asked for me to look after the house) and also, i watched a lot of drama, just to fill up my time. The university application? I got offers from Matrix Perak and UM. But both of them didn't offer a chance of study abroad. On that time, i was waiting for MARA interview result. Yeah, i got the result *wippy* and managed to get it. An offer to study at ADP, Taylor's College, a quite well-known college in Actuarial Science. Thank God. While waiting to enter the college, still, there was a lot of ocassion that happened. My friends, Ili and Baloo got full colour award during the HKSBP. Congrats guys. Some of us got scholarships, and almost all of us managed to enter universities. *silent* Eh, it's not almost, ALL of us. The time has come for me to enter college. On the first day, it was quite nervous to be here, at Taylor's. After a while, after start getting friends, the situation has reversed to a comfortable one. Activities that we do? Study of course, hang out, movie, futsal *thumbs up*, basketball, charity work (first time doing it, it was awesome and good to do a favour for someone), events and many things. Not forget to mention, we got foreigners, as friends and teammates (yeah, at Casa Subang, foreigners also play basketball everyday). Thanks to ADPians for the memories, especially house mates (amir, rahman, an, nas, qiqi, emir, hafiz???) and others. But, after a while, there will be a moment of sadness. Some of my friends would fly to overseas. Yeah, it was a good news that come a long with a sad one. We would never see each other for the next 5 to 6 years, except if they come back to Malaysia to enjoy their holidays here *smile*. Start with baloo, who flied to UK. I didn't come to his boarding day. Sorry dude. After that, aiman, nisa, ammar, hapiz m n hapiz n, faris, anis, nad khai n nad kadir, arip, mun, shuk, thaqif, zharief, ain, wafi.... n others (i forgot la). See ya in the next 5 to 6 years then. We have holidays to enjoy, and also mid sem to face. My mid sem was quite ok, but still need to struggle on that moment. After a while, we need to face the final. Final for prep-students (MARA scholars had a prep-sem during this sem). We did it, but still, it was not a right time to enjoy. We still need to complete our project before have a nice holiday. Luckily, the lecturers were with us, and we re-scheduled the timetable. *laugh* The sem break started, and we started with traveling to Malacca. Thanks acap for the ideas. Sem break? It will be the next story, or maybe not. So just wait because this maybe the first post during my holiday but not the end of it. To next time, bye bye. *off*

semester over, break now~~

2009-12-19T20:02:00.007+08:00

akmal's 94th post, December 19, 2009
8.02 p.m, just finished 2nd season of PES 2010

just like the title, it's all about after my semester ended. officially, my semester ended on December 14, around 4 o'clock, more or less. yeah, but before that, let's recap what i did from last Saturday till now.

'kambing-bakar-fiesta'. That's the best word to describe what happened last Saturday. My uncle invited my family to her daughter's wedding at Taman Seni Islam, Shah Alam. Well, as their relatives, we didn't just eat and run away, but we stayed for a while, to help making the the wedding go on like planned. enough talking, more pictures please???

i can say the art was a beauty. khat is such a magnificient beauty

this was the first special main course, cendol. yup, i ate around 4 bowl of this. tasty. just to fill up my belly after a while.

the second one, daging bakar with garlic bread and salad around it. the meat was superb. the prove? 6 plate of it were in my tummy on that day. *burp*

move on to Sunday, i have to go back to my hostel. to make thing worst, i went back quite early. i really didn't have the mood to go back early, so i asked acap to pick me up, and we went straight to cikgu shahnol's house. what for?? again, a wedding to attend. but this time, cikgu shahnol was the main attraction. he has finally become a husband to somebody (i forgot the name of his wife). i remembered the time when he was the manager of basketball team. we always 'saiko' him with cikgu sakinah, yet he ended up with somebody else. ok, a little pic here.

eating time~~

picture with the king and queen of the day~~

journey on Sunday : cikgu shahnol's wedding - times square - mahbub bangsar - masjid bangsar - bangsar village - casa subang (a3a12, p3)

to be continue....

masa untuk menulis

2009-12-11T23:39:00.004+08:00

jurnal akmal, kemasukan (entry) yang ke 93, Disember 11, 2009
11.40 malam, masih berfikir nak buat apa lepas ni.

Minta maaf la kawan-kawan. Aku ingat nak kemas kini (update) blog aku ni dengan gambar2, tapi gambar tak ada kat aku buat masa sekarang. Jadi aku menulis pun jadilah kan? Buat masa sekarang, aku kat rumah. Kat casa macam tak ada apa-apa lagi yang boleh aku buat. Yelah kan, budak-budak MARA ADP je yang masih terperuk kat situ, walhal budak2 program lain ( Pra-Universiti Kanada, Matrikulasi Selatan Australia, Aras A) , semua dah balik rumah, bercuti. termasuk la kawan-kawan JPA ADP ku. Tak apalah kan, projek pun boleh tahan la.

Rasanya, bulan disember ni lah jadi bulan paling sibuk aku. Yelakan, setiap cuti hujung minggu, mesti ada plan. Kalau tak pergi kenduri, mesti aku keluar mana-mana dengan kawan-kawan aku ni. Tak pun, aku kena jadi pengasuh bayi makcik aku. Oh, minggu lepas main futsal bagai nak rak la. 2 jam tak berhenti. Nasib baik la main tukar-tukar. Dah lah aku x beraksi dengan baik. Dapat skor pun nasib gila la. Tiba-tiba je bola tu ada kat kaki aku, depan gol, lepas tu aku sepak perlahan pun masuk. Buat kelakar dalam gelanggang lak tu. Yang penting, main kena bergembira (enjoy). Apa-apa pun, aku menutup tirai futsal tahun ni dengan kawan-kawan ADP dengan membelasah mereka (geng-geng JPA) dengan skor lebih 2 kali ganda dari mereka. Nasib baik Dr Adnan satu geng, dan acap pun dalam mood jaringan je. Alhamdulillah.

Projek budak-budak MARA agak la. Nak kata best, rasanya akaun je la. Matematik jangan tanya la. Pening kepala kitorang dibuatnya. Masalahnya, patutnya buat la projek dalam semester kitorang yang 15 minggu (1 minggu periksa) tu kan? Kenapa perlu diasingkan dari semester kitorang dan ambik masa cuti pula? Kesian kat pensyarah (lecturer) kitorang, Mr KC dengan Mr Thaya. Tapi, sebagai seorang pemegang biasiswa, aku patuh je arahan kerana kalau bertanya pun tak guna, kena marah ada la, pastu kalau merungut sikit pun kena marah gak. Tu la perangai orang-orang Malaysia, termasuk la aku sekali. Kadang-kadang kita tak mahu nak dengar alasan diorang, kurang bertimbang rasa. Tabik kat Dr Reineeir, Dekan (Dean) program (betul tak eja ni?), sebab singkatkan masa belajar kitorang dari dua minggu penuh kepada seminggu satu hari (isnin ni yang terakhir). Mungkin hal yang sebaliknya yang berlaku kalau kitorang hantar kertas usul cadangan (proposal) kat orang lain. Sekali lagi, Alhamdulillah.

Yang terakhir aku nak tulis, pasal pengalaman aku tadi, masa kat KTM Shah Alam. Naik la bas T529 yang memaksa penggunanya menggunakan kad sentuh dan pergi (touch n go). Mula-mula, aku ingat kad tu masih dijual dengan harga RM5, jadi aku pun naik la dengan penuh konfiden, pastu hulur la RM5. Terjadi la peristiwa ni:

Driver Bas : Maaf la dik, kad ni RM10.
Aku : (aik, tadi dia duk kata RM5, awat jadi RM10 lak ni). Alamak bang, saya ada RM7 je ni. Kalau RM50 ada baki tak?
Driver Bas : Tak boleh dik. Tak ada duit kecik ni.
Aku : Nak buat macam mana ni, duit saya ada, tak kan lah tak boleh naik kan?
Driver Bas : X boleh tolong la dik. Ermm....
Mak Cik baik hati : (Secara tiba-tiba menyampuk) Tak apa la. Adik ni ada berapa kat tangan?
Aku : 7 ringgit makcik.
Mak Cik baik hati : Nah, ambik la RM10 ni, bagi RM7 ni kat makcik.
Aku : Tak apa ke mak cik (segan-segan). Macam mana saya nak bayar balik ni?
Mak Cik baik hati : Tak payah bayar. Kira halal je la duit tu.

Pastu aku pun bayar la pakai duit makcik tu. Memang aku berterima kasih betul kat makcik tu sebab tolong aku. Kalau tak, mungkin aku terpaksa ambik taxi pergi seksyen 2. Lepas tu, makcik tu pun sembang-sembang dengan aku pasal guna kad baru aku. Memang susah la nak jumpa seorang makcik macam ni lagi kalau kat mana-mana. Kalau makcik yang baik hati macam ni susah nak jumpa, apatah lagi budak-budak, orang-orang dewasa. Bukan nak cakap apa, aku pun bukannya orang yang sempurna (perfect). Tapi, zaman sekarang ni, amalan tolong-menolong ni macam dah tak dipandang tinggi lagi, dah tak diterapkan kat masyarakat, lebih-lebih lagi kalau orang tu bukan orang yang kita kenal. Pada makcik tu, aku berterima kasih sangat-sangat. Dia dah buat aku sedar, bukan semua orang zaman sekarang tak suka tolong-tolong ni. Mungkin diorang ada cara yang tersendiri, yang tersembunyi dari orang ramai dalam tolong-menolong ni. Syukur aku dengan hidup ni. Alhamdulillah.

Walaupun benda yang berlaku kat sekeliling kita ni, ada yang kita x suka, ada yang kita suka, ada yang baik, ada yang buruk, sentiaslah bersyukur dengan apa yang terjadi di sekeliling kita ni. Ok, esok aku ada kenduri kena pergi. Jadi cukup lah sekadar ni dulu. Aku berseloroh lain kali la pulak. Lepas ni dalam bahasa inggeris (english). Lepas gian aku nak tulis dalam bahasa melayu tanpa guna singkatan. Selamat malam dan Wassalam

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2009-12-06T23:53:00.001+08:00

sbnr nye nk update.. tpi komputer ni xleh bluetooth gmbr lak.
jadi, x jadi la gamak nye yek??
hahahaha
xpe2, len kali aku update. agpn idea xmau mari la buat mase skrg.
ok bye bye~~ ;DD

2nd time in a row

2009-11-30T00:45:00.001+08:00

akmal's 91 post, November 30, 2009
12.26 a.m, watching london derby while waiting for el-clasico

yup, the second post in a week. ain't no bad ha? maybe because facebook had been so boring in a while and i have more time to write, leisure time to waste. er, maybe 'to waste' is not the correct term, perhaps, 'to spend'. ok2 mal, enough of this nonsense and straight to the point, ok?

i just came back from my village yesterday, and how it is? maybe the best raya i can ever had. sup tulang. i wish i can have it next year. i don't know. still, something didn't go according to plan. let's start with the journey to parit buntar:

1. we stucked at the highway for half an hour because of heavy 8km traffic jam. there was an accident after lembah beringin toll and because of that, we stucked. malaysian citizens were very helpful actually by just watching the accident, but not by helping it. well, if you couldn't do anything, just drive, not stop at the location and watch only. just think of the people behind you. they want to hurry, like us. luckily, we reached gopeng just before friday prayer.

2. people don't believe on their driving skills. ok ok. i know you were in between of two cars, that parked beside the roads, but you could pass them. if not, how come you get your license. right? just believe in yourself. the incident happened at the mosque. ok, i didn't blame you.

ok, the frustation was only on the road. luckily it didn't drag until home. about korban, the beef was delicious. i mean, sup tulang. hahaahahaha hope i can taste it next year. owh, my parents and my brother will set off tomorrow morning. without me. because i have class only on thursday. aiyoo. never mind, next year i will get my chance. again, hopefully. ok nite~

*i wish i have my cell phone adapter*

mix it, ah, throw it to the bin. bye bye final

2009-11-26T22:33:00.002+08:00

akmal's 89/90th post, November 26th, 2009 (new moon is released, finally~)
10.37 p.m, listening to ya nabbi salamun alaik at tv9...

Ya nabi salam alaika
Ya rasul salam alaika
Ya habib salam alaika
Solawatullah alaika

the song bring back the memories in the late 90's. yeah, i used to follow up this nasyid team. still, following the update. i used to be a singer for my school nasyid team. maybe we didn't practice this song, still i consider this song among my favorite one. *nyum nyum*... oh, it's already the night before raya. *nyum nyum*...

oh, i have a good week. started with saturday, i went out with my friend, in the night, planning to watch a movie at sunway with her little sister and brother, and end up with just arcading all the time and some sort of shopping. yeah, it's fun to hang out after you struggle all day infront of MATHS book and found that you didn't understand it at all. *laugh* so, thanks for inviting me to join your hang out session. or rather i call, "HabISkan DuIT seSSioN"?? i wonder if she read this. *smile* nvm, it's my blog anyway.

on sunday, i don't have much to say. but i rather say i really give in all my efforts to understand economics. i not that kind of person who can mesmerize all the reading stuffs, at least i can understand them. but at the end, the result? ok la. revise for accounting for a moment and sleep. wonder what will happen tomorrow?? yeah, spurs win (change to other topic ok? :)) it's normal for them to win, but to win with a big margin, that's something extraordinary and surprising. 9-1 vs wigan. i didn't know how they managed to do that. in the first half, it looks like they will win, maybe 1 or 2 goals. but in the second half, they were totally different. defoe with magnificent 5 goals (he emerged to become the fourth player to score 5 goals for spurs), lennon with his lightning assist and strike, bentley with another super style free kick, crouch with his usual header, and kranjcar finish it off. can't tell you anymore because the 9-1 status has tell you everything you want *smile*

MONDAY

i woke up quite early on that day. yeah, 6.25. 5 minutes earlier than usual *what the h....* well, since SAM's students have started their holidays, and the SAM's seniors have left the accommodation, ADP, A level and ICPU were the only left to go to the college. so, there was 3 buses behind, and i managed to catch the first bus (the second time that i managed to take on bus that left at 7.10) then i went straight to ADP, at 12.6. sit down and relax. no more books. just be prepared to answer. 8 o' clock sharp, Mr KC entered the room and gave out the question and answer sheets. *breath in, breath out* open in, and walawey. i have read all of this stuff, except for some concept things which i left out without looking at them the night before, *a lil bit disappointment there* ok mal, just answer them. econs? i can elaborate the graph, but maybe i have left some points. never mind, at 10 p.m. accounting and economics, finish!!! ok2, now our main objective was to go back to casa as soon as possible. we back to casa and FIFA time~~~ yeah, to fulfill our time and release some stress. and in the night, struggle for MATHS *again* probabs, hope you will not be my enemy on tuesday, ok??

TUESDAY

ok, paper would only start at 10 am, maybe we should go to library now? *study study study* chop chop, almost 10 la. ready for the hell yeah maths paper, made freshly by Mr Thaya. hope i can understand the questions, because i have difficulties to understand the question thus making my answer wrong at all. open up the paper. eh eh. i could answer the questions lorh *yeeeeeehhhhaaaaaa* after about an hour and 45 minutes, i finished the question and started timing the time left, for our final to end. *10, 9, 8,......,3,2,1* yeah. thanks sir~~~ see ya. i was really thankful i could understand it (not answer it, maybe answer will come after i understand it). time to go home. tata

*switch to home situation, bm mode*
sampai2 umah je, xtau pulak kezen aku, hadi ngan cah duduk sini. yela kan, mak ayah diorang pg haji *alhamdulillah*, mak aku la kene jaga. jadi sampai je umah, aku dah dapat tugas baru. sebagai budak belasahan si hadi. teruk gak la kene ngan die. nak tidur petang die kacau, maen telefon die amik, duk kat komputer die duk nyelit kat bawah. senang cite, kene usik je la aku ni. nak marah, x sampai ati (sbb muke die baek sgt). termakan la aku ngan kate2 aku sebelum ni *diorg bdk2 je, jd xyah la marah2*.. aiyoo... xpe2, bes gak kene kacau, krg2 ade gak keje kene buat selaen keje2 harian aku.

jadi esok hari raye, ari ni diorg dh selesai wukuf di arafah. tahniah la sape yg pose hari ni *tepuk tangan kuat kuat* jadi rakan2, selamat berhari raye kurban. nah ni sedikit renungan dari aku yek :

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

salam aidiladha dari akmal arif dan keluarga. ;DD

final's coming, home's calling~~

2009-11-20T11:06:00.012+08:00

akmal's 88th entry (at last), November 20,2009
11.07 a.m, typing while facing Mydin store through my unit's windows ;D

alhamdulillah... i still get a chance to breath the fresh air in this world while others don't get it. thankful for that. today i have no classes. what? say it again, NO CLASSES~~ well, today is actually the first day of final examination for ADP students. luckily, our lecturer decided to have it on the first day of next week and the following day. for my friends (jpa and mara senior + one junior scholars, adpians that i know either their name or faces), good luck for today's paper. i heard that today's papers required a lot of reading. luckily i only have my economics next week. i still, till this moment, didn't revise it. maybe on Sunday, perhaps? because today i have a date with accounting (I'm so in ♥ with accounts ;DD..... sorry maths, now you're number 2 :P).

casa subang. the apartment we stay. :P

retro dance. i perform,too? can't believe it.

i still in love with my batch. this was during iftar at kg baru.

anyone looking for signboard? we have one here. :D

oh, looks like sem 1 is coming to an end, but not for us, mara scholars. we still have 2 dreadful week after final for course works. a lot of sweet, sour memory has been built up since the first day i came to taylor's college. what can i say? my friends are awesome. different personality combined to create a whole new cheerful, happening study and living environment. yeah, these have changed me a lot to be a better person. before this, i always thought that i would never get into this bunch of people, honestly. maybe i would change from bad to worse or even worst. yet, i wrong. ok2. enough of nonsense here. lol

some candids:

the college i entered, a whole new life

class with miss ayu, during intermediate level. the best you can have :D

the scholars batch 09

about my improvement, maybe i choose my futsal's skill. oh, not to forget my communication skills as well as other skills. every week, usually, we play futsal at u-one sport center. the mara scholars are getting better and better (oh, we play according to sponsor, jpa vs mara, but amer?? both can lorhh, better say any team la). although we lost (never managed to win at u one, only at sports arena sunway only..), but the skills improve. that's quite an achievement, right? oh, i also have friends from other countries as well. thanks to the improved communication skills ( i guest so ;) ). korean, chinese, arabs, iranians. hahaha others skills. perhaps, fifa 10? :DD

wow day. doing good deeds for the orphans and the unlucky one

bowling at summit. long time ago

yeah. target for the ball. but acap still get the strike

fifa. john qiqi legend for this game.

well, after all that stuffs, we, still attend usrah conducted by dr adnan omar. we have it usually on every monday night. after all, our life now is for the after-life journey. from this kind of session, some of misunderstanding in Islam have been cleared out. yeah, we need to understand the ibadah before we do it. otherwise, we just do it because people do it, not because of our knowledge on that particular ibadah. maybe i share it on the next post. sure. definitely i share it.

waiting to enter the cinema. phobia 2

thanks for the cake. really appreciate it

some kind of jamuan during raya. jpa and mara are all together~

study? what i can say? maths was s**** (censored for under 18 :P), econs was.... speechless (because i only understand some part of it), accounts was very(power of 3) interesting, TOEFL?? TOEFL quite ok la. maybe because i score well in listening but not reading. to do actuarial, people say that maths skill is a must-thing to have it. i think i have lost it now. i used to understand maths more than any other subjects. now? i still understand, but not at all. Mr Thaya has a very deep knowledge in maths, but still, i can't understand it. that's why i sleep in the class (sorry mr Thaya). Mr KC class? yup, i can. maybe because of their variety of learning style made the understanding. perhaps....oh, wish me luck for the final. nervous to face it...

zapin dance. again, i into it?? oh man

ok guys, ready and set...

go!!!! we walk in between of the cars to class...

yeah, we study a lot. discuss is a must

but, still we need to sleep in the class.
that's what made us students, and in the same times, scholars. :DD

ok2. it's already 12 pm. zohor is at 1255 almost 1 pm. get to go. wassalam~~

♥ with life now. owh looking forward for raya haji. :D

mood = bola + fb + blog 4 now

2009-10-31T20:57:00.002+08:00

akmal's 87th entry, October 31, 2009

9.01 a.m , arsenal 0 - tottenham 0

yup guys, i writing this entry while watching the game... it's been a while since the last time i wrote... i think so... for the last 3 weeks, i don't know what to say, what to talk, what to write, what to share, what to.... ok2. enough of that.

for this week maybe, i have something to say.

1. i get sick for the whole week. it's just like an on-off diseases.first i got stomached, then fever, followed by headache and now stomached. ouch. a real regret to eat maggi from kak su's restaurant.

2. a fantastic volley from me. the only goal that i score in the last futsal game with my peers. the clearance from qiqi didn't go well and somehow felt into my area. coincidently, i got the chance and i just finished it off. maybe the best goal from me for this year. next year perhaps??

3. sharing session. yup, i organized it. yet it happened not according to what i think it would be. maybe because of my last time work. nvm. i learnt from it a lot. thanks to my PD for the advices. looking forward to meet you next time.

4. test was horror. disaster. i didn't know what to say about it. for accounting test, luckily, i managed to pass the test. i didn't study a lot for the test and i think maybe i deserved the marks. or maybe not. huhu for my maths, definitely, i will never pass it. the night before the test, i got really damn high fever. all i know on that time was to sleep and rest. serve me right for taking things so easily. i will change the last time habit. definitely.

5. basketball inter-usrah. well, we finished as runner up in the final. ok, my silly mistake put the dream off. we lost the final 5-7 to the A-level students. they played better game than ours. thanks to hapiz, lok and zul for bringing the team to the final. although we lost it, still a good achievement for me (cuz we never practice, just play the game). haha congrats to ikhwan, jae and acap for winning 3rd place in cyberjaya open. korang memang terbaek la....

ok, it's nearly half time but non of the team score yet. ok end of blogging. got to go. salam~~

a lot of dust now~~

2009-10-24T20:54:00.002+08:00

wah, it's been a while since the last time i type my last entry...

banyak lak sarang2, habuk2.

huk3

well, nothing much to say. just wait for another entry la.

tata~~~

thank you friends~~

2009-10-11T21:16:00.002+08:00

this morning, one of my friends send a message to me. around 2.30 am but i only woke up at 6.30.
yup, the message was full of meaningful messages. just wanna thank that person for being a good friend of mine ha. :)

the context:

Pada suatu hari di sekolah, seorang pelajar bertanya kepada gurunya... Ketika itu, guru tersebut sedang mengajar mengenai kasih sayang..

pelajar : cikgu, macam mana kite nak pilih seorang yang terbaek sebagai orang yang kite sayang? macam mana juga kasih sayangitu nak berkekalan?

cikgu : ok, kamu ikut ape yang saya suruh. kamu pergi ke padang. kamu berjalan di atas rumputsambil memandang rumput didepan kamu. pilih yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang walau sekali. dah petik rumput yang paling cantik, bawa ke kelas.

apabila pelajar tersebut pulang ke kelas, tiada sehelai rumput pun di tangan nya. cikgu bertanya, kenapa tiada rumput yang dipilh?

pelajar : Tadi mase saya berjalan, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik. memang ade banyak yang cantik tapi cikgu kata, petik yang paling cantik. maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. tapi sampai di hujung padang, saya x jumpe pun yang paling cantik. mungkin di antara belakang saya tadi, ada rumput yang paling cantik tapi dah cikgu cakap x boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.

cikgu : ya, itulah jawapannya. maknanya apabila kite telah berjumpe dengan seseorang yang kite sayang, janganlah kite mencari yang lebih baek dari itu. kite patut hargai orang yang berada di depan sebaek-baeknye. jangan kite menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku. semoga yang berlalu itu x berulang lagi. dan ingatlah bahawa orang yang paling kite sayang itulah yang paling cantik serta paling baek. walau nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik n baek seperti rumput tadi....

*dedicated to my family, relatives, friends and everyone who know me. appreciate each others, guys. :)*

casuality + formality

2009-10-11T11:13:00.000+08:00

akmal's 84th entry, October 11, 2009
1058 a.m, again, infront of mal's tv

well, yesterday was quite fun.
yeah, i think so. but why?

in the morning, we (ayah, mama, along, alya, aina and me) went to ipoh to visit our neighborhood's house. yes, to his open house and also house warming. wah, the house was really extraordinary big (the biggest that i have ever seen). thank you to for the food. really kenyang on that evening. then together with aina, we went to Kinta city to hang for a while. then go back home.

*alihan bahasa melayu*
malam tu pulak g dinner. mak aih, x pernah2 aku g wedding dinner kat hotel. kene la paksa pakai kemeja.

*cari merata tempat*

x jumpe pun. pastu kene la pakai baju batik. what? haah, batik la. memang nampak cam orang yang agak matured la. then pg la tempat tu kat hotel marriot, putrajaya. wa lau weh. grand la tempat nye. kitorang sampai tepat2 je pengantin sampai. masuk ngan flower girls la. peh memang mantap. siap ade silat depan tempat pengantin bersanding. pastu ade air mawar ag. lepas pengantin + keluarga g tempat makan, ade lak tarian. memang lawa la. before makan, ade ag silat khas dari pihak hotel. macam acap la pulak mase dulu2. so, lepas tu, ape ag?

MAKAN LAAA

1st serve : Sup pe ntah. seb bek sedap.
2nd serve : main dishes (yang aku makan je la)
ikan steam
ayam masak merah
nasi minyak
daging kurma
3rd serve : pencuci mulut, buah2

pastu potong kek and balik. my opinion on this formal dinner? bes gak, plus kene jadi skema dalam dressing jap. hahaha pastu balik2 trus tidur. (gambar aku upload kt fb nnt)

btw, kawan2 aku dah berjaya amik SAT semalam. salah seorang tu amik SAT 2 (subject test). die kate fizik je susah. xpe, yang penting korang leh score kan? arif, sorry la x datang umah ko. memang nak datang tapi dah janji ngan mak aku nak balik umah. insyaAllah, esok kalo ade driver, aku pegi la. kao x, sori gile2 la. nanti dah kat sane jangan lupe lak member yang slalu kutuk2 ko ni. ok gtg. mama ajak g umah mak tok n balik casa trus. tata~~

works, results, fly?

2009-10-09T22:10:00.004+08:00

akmal's journal, 83rd entry, October 9th 2009,
1017 pm, mal's house (in front of the TV)

this week's activities? no so much. but a few to be shared with your guys.

RESULTS' TESTS

yeah, we finally got our tests' results on Tuesday and Thursday. what did i get for the test? fail or pass? ok, i would not share my marks but luckily, i passed the tests. both tests; Maths and Accounting. thank you, Allah. although i passed the test, still, there were a lot of spaces that i need to improve. especially in Maths (because i love Maths more than i love any other subjects). if Mr Thaya didn't give a chance by opening books during the test, i wondered what my score would be. for accounting, no comments. hahaha ok2. last minutes studies really helped me to score a lot of marks on the worksheet, and also the essay part. some regrets to my friends because some failed the tests. hope they can buck up their score in the next test. if you want help from me, just give me a call. surely, i want all of us gain success together. :)

WORKS

not so much works to do. but laziness still dominate some part of my body. and because of that, i finished my works just in time. this behavior really give me a burden now. maybe i need to become more hardworking in the future. maybe.

FLY

on Tuesday's night, we (jnab, me, monek and amer) went to KLIA to meet Anis, our schoolmate before this who will fly to Egypt on that articular day. yeah, nik, arif and JENA also went there. a few chat with her and also some MCD with monek. yup, we were hungry men on that day. Anis dropped some teardrops, just to be sad when the moment that she must go arrived. some of our friends still missing her. me either. hope she gain success in her life. :)

well, SAT will begin tomorrow. to my JPA's fellow friends, do the best. and also to my friends who will take SAT, make sure you score more than the minimum requirement. or else you maybe have to repeat it next year. ok guys. can't wait going to ipoh tomorrow. salam~~

operasi makan makan

2009-10-03T21:35:00.004+08:00

akmal's 82nd entry, October 3 2009, 945pm

wah lame nye x menulis ni. maklumlah, sibuk ngan keje n juga assignment.
minggu ni agak best la. sebab pe?

Sebab yang pertama:

open house budak2 adp tepat2 je time aku balik. aku balik minggu lepas dalam kul 830 camtu. sampai2 je unit, trus ajak g unit idora. ade open house. wah, bagus2. aku dah la x makan lagi malam tu. memang layan la. so terus tukar baju melayu dan pergi makan2. Alhamdulillah, kenyang gile. x kuar duit kot. pastu g d santai lak, hapiz bawak. ade operasi malam tu. memang layan la. tapi lepas operasi tu, terus pening2. bangun tido pun agak lambat la. seb bek smpt nek bas. nge nge nge

Sebab yang kedua:

dapat balik maen futsal ngan basket. lebih2 basket la. sebab dah dekat sebulan x men. chinese and foreigner kat casa mghormati orang islam yg puasa bulan tu, so diorang pun x maen la. terima kasih. huhu tu pun dapat men ari jumaat je, sebab banyak dugaan hari2 before that. skill futsal aku cam dah improve. kitorang dah dapat formation yang sesuai ngn kitorg. cume still stamina x mantap. sebab tu kalah ag. ari ni tadi ade tournament inter usrah. kalah tipis sebab goal different. xpe la. xde rezeki kot.

Sebab yang seterusnye:

test yang cibai n siot. hahaha susah tahap gaban kot. maths acct n english. english boleh jawab ag la, cme listening cam biase la, mesti kantoi nye. acct nye..... geram gile doe. x pernah2 sebelum ni Mr KC bagi latihan pasal loss, tetibe test soh buat loss. closing entries aku maybe wrong la. dah la soklan essay die ssh gak. x terfikir. soklan maths Mr Thaya lak, as usual la, unpredictable n speechless. ajar cam senang, sat g tyme test cm siot susah. dapat la jawab cume rase2 cam salah banyak je. dah la tertinggal dalam due soklan; satu besar n satu kecik. xpe2, sume tu asam garam hidup aku kan?

Sebab yang terakhir:

syana ajak g open house nye. baru tengahari tadi. saje2 la text die. tetibe die ajak. alang2 perut kosong, pergi je la kan? btw, sori la iqbal x dtg umah ko ari ni. kalo ikut kan memang nak pergi, tapi lame la x jumpe member aku ni. sorry sorry. huk3 naek komuter sampai kepong sentral, then terserempak la dak2 JAD (tokan, wan jijol, wan chan ngan ema fatha). pastu nampak la fatin ngan kawan2 intec + mane2 ntah. nek la texi ngan diorang g umah syana kat bandar sri damansara. sampai2 die sambut ngan muke berseri2 (sebab ramai kawan2 die datang).

"aku datang nak makan"

"haha g la makan akmal"

yeh, dekat luar bikai, ellina, pian ngan faizah tengah duduk2. lame dah diorang sampai. xpe2 makan dulu k. sambil2 tu aku borak2 ngan diorang. best la sebab lame x jumpe diorang (padahal bulan pose lepas dah jumpe dah ;P). nampak lak nabeel. die pun datang gak. huk3 asyik jumpe die je kalo g umah member2 JAD ni. xpe2, asal dapat makan sudah. lepas borak2 n makan2, gerak la balik. kene la gerak awal sebab aku lone ranger je ari ni. huhu tapi sampai umah pun dalam kul 830 camtu. lol

esok xtau la nak g open house hazeem ke x. rase cam malas je. sorry la hazeem kalo x datang sebab maybe ade work to do.

oh lupe lak, ramai gak member2 aku yang dah fly tapi aku x dapat nak datang. antara nye mun, wan faiq, sarah. gud luk kt korang. study lek lok la. :)

huk3 ok cukup la dulu kan. next week tulis ag kan?? :P tata~~

kisah seminggu beraya~

2009-09-27T10:27:00.006+08:00

Salam

Hari Raya?

Wah it’s already raya now.

My experiences?

Hmmm… what do you think?

“amazing”

“fantastic”

“hectic”

“memorable”

Okay, okay.

For me, raya was quite great, or maybe the best raya that I had. So, you want to know the story? Okay, let’s begin with day 1st.

Day 1st

Kring…….Kring

Alhamdulillah. I woke up quite early in the morning, around 6. So, I went to bath and woke up the others. Then my mother asked me to get ready for suboh prayer, jamaah. Wow, I never thought my mum want to takbir together2 with all of us. After suboh, all of us ‘takbir bil jamaah’. The feeling was awesome. Hope I get to do the same next year. InsyaAllah. Okay guys. Get ready to go to the mosque. For what? ‘Solat Hari Raya la…..’ after an hour at the mosque, performed the prayer and heard the kutbah,we went back home for…… EAT TIME!!! It had been a while since the last time I had breakfast. Before that, the forgive and forget session was held (ceh… sesi maaf memaafi je la). I didn’t know how to describe it. Besides that, you guys also celebrate raya, right? Oh, before that, we celebrated our first day at our house. So, we got to pack our things to go back to the VILLAGE!! Wah, it’s been a while, right? I really miss my village so much. In the afternoon, we said goodbye to the house and cats (poor min chan and its kitties)and went straight to the village which is located at Parit Buntar, Perak. On the way, we stopped at Taiping at my Tok Su’s house. Looks like all of his children were back during this raya. Usually one or two weren’t there. So, stopped and wish them hari raya. Then, collected some moneys (the best part of raya). Then, we went to Kuala Kurau, our next stop and tanah kebun. We reached the so-call- village at night. Around 9 o clock I think. Salam salam. Then, wash ourselves and…. REST for the day. Tomorrow gonna be interesting, I hope so~~

Hari Kedua

Bangun pagi, gosok gig, tengok orang nak balik. Ha? Lang cik dah nak balik? Adohai, melepas la nak kacau umar lama2 sikit. Huhuhu. Xpe2, balik kl leh jumpe gak kan? Pagi ni, sarapan dulu kat umah tokcik, pastu baru gerak jalan raya. 1st sekali g umah tok long, lalu la kubur arwah datuk belah ayah aku. X pernah jumpa kan? Moga bahagia di alam barzakh. Sampai2 umah tok long, macam biase la, borak2 n makan2. Ade due pupu aku cuti raya kat situ, mai dari UCL, UK. Wah, xtau lak die dulu taylor’s college. Tanya2 sikit, lepas tu gerak. Pegi pulak umah tok long yg satu ag kat sungai kota. Cian die, dh x berapa nak dengar dah. Kunci pun lupe letak mana. Yang penting, kite jumpe kan? Lepas tu gerak g umah kawan lama mak aku mase kat Pahang dulu kat air merah, kedah. Tu dia, merentas dua negeri terus. Best la mak aku, ade dalam 3 ke 4 rumah die redas. Biase la, sahabat dan jiran lame. Pastu gerak g umah arwah abang mama. Kat kulim pulak. Agak2 nak malam, singgah la umah cuji (pak ngah aku). Makan malam kat situ. Lame gak la x jumpe die sejak masuk kolej ni. Dekat2 tengah malam balik la parit buntar.

Day 3rd

like yesterday, i woke up quite early (like always la), just to know that we wolud only ber'raya' in the evening. so relax all day long. by the way, in the afternoon, me, my father, my paklong, and also tokcik went to dig up UBI KAYU GAJAH. like i said, the potato was as big as my arm. don't have the pic now. maybe u should see in my facebook then. in the evening, we went to kerian, to paklong's cousin house. we ate kuey teow teng, wah, so hard to pronounce lorh. it's quite tasty and marvelous. my bro, just love to make fun of paklong. "ade ke patut jodohkan paklong ngan kaklong tu". hahahaha then we went to kulim, to cik ya's house. while waiting for the food to be served, me and my mother went to air merah, to see one of my mother's old friend. she didn't meet with them since the last 20 years. that's mean before i born!!! wah, so long ma. my mum chat for a while and then went back to cik ya's house and makan2. like always, back to umah tokcik at parit buntar and tidur....

hari keeempat

hari ni pergi ipoh. masalah sekarang? kereta myvi terkunci. mak aih, camne nak balik ni weiii? penat meredah umah tokcik cari, panggil pomen, tu pun x terbukak ag. sape suspek? xtau la. dak2 ni la, duk men aje. xpe2, g dulu bagan serai, umah jiran cuji dulu. makan2 sampai kenyang beb. dalam kul 3 baru dapat bukak. dari kul 11 sampai kul 3 berapa jam? lu pikir la sendiri..... huhuhu sampai ipoh, g umah opah jat dulu. pastu umah ustazah aku mase aku darjah 3, ustazah ramlah n ustaz zakaria. lame dowh x jumpe, teringat mase kat sekolah agama dulu2. huhuhu then balik kene makan JEM!!! bapak banyak kete la pulak. sampai2 dekat tengah malam n tidur~~~

day 5th

umah raja. don't know what to cite2. penat taip.

day 6

x buat pape pun. duk umah aje.

hari ketujuh.

ha, yang ni wajib cite. pagi2 gerak dari rumah kul 9 pagi. g la uia amik dam. pastu callin2 cikgu sape ade kat umah.

kring, kring, hello, ustaz tolhah. ade kat umah x? ade? boleh datang x? boleh??? ok2 kami datang pas ni.

mantap la ustaz tolhah. seb bek die ade. g la umah die dlu. cite2 panjang lebar gak la, makan pun x lupe. pastu cikgu rusila lak. dair country home rawang g la bukit sentosa. mak aih, ulang alik dah. xpe2 cikgu kan? terkeluar la cite sal awek member aku yang sorang ni. upe2 nye umah dekat aje ngan umah cikgu. xpe2. malas nak g. bukan nye member aku tu ade pun. huhuh

pastu g umah ustazah rahilla kat BTP, rawang. adoi, patah balik. makan tengahari xpe la kan? pastu makan2, borak. g la pulak solat kat sekolah. terjumpe cikgu mai jap. xpe datang lewat sikit la cikgu. pastu g umah muz, nampak la, muz (tuan rumah), monek, aie, amer, baem, ngan hazeem. kejap aje pun. pastu ajak la sape2 nak g umah cikgu marlina. amer konfem pegi, ntah sebab pe ntah. dekat2 nak sampai ade org call dam.

hello, ha cikgu. nak sampai la ni. ha? x siap masak ag? g umah org len dulu? ok2.

nak dijadikan cite, kitorg g la umah cikgu rusila balik. anta amer. nak dijadikan kisah, amer terserempak la ngn awek die otw tu. (kitrg dh tau, so ikut jalan jauh). monek gelak gile2 la. cian amer. hahahahahhahaahahhahaha

pstu kitorg g umah ustzah beyka. open house tapi dah nak jadi close house dah. huhu pastu gerak umah cikgu marlina. siot amer. g umah awek, jadi imam solat maghrib. memang kene bahan la ngan monek sume. huhu pastu amek arip kat ktm rawang. pastu g umah cikgu marlina, sesat lak. lame gile cari umah die. pastu jumpe, makan2 jap. then baru balik. g sekolah jumpe cikgu kasma jap. sampai umah dalam kul 12 lebih. kene marah pagi ni (sebab mak ak kate ak nk blk b4 makan malam, pdhl xde pn). xpe2 redha je la. ok guys gtg. tata

p/s : hw x siap ag!!! balik casa la buat~~

ramadhan is leaving, and syawal is coming~

2009-09-19T21:03:00.001+08:00

Bila disebut tentang lebaran,
Kita mula merenung,
Maaf, keluarga, kampong, rending, pusaka moyang,
Mengapa harus sekarang.

Maaf itu indah,
Mengapa harus pada hari yang indah juga?
Biar hari-hari juga bermaaf,
Biar hari-hari juga indah,
Maaf itu indah.

Keluarga dan kampung halaman,
Ini saja cuti yang panjang,
Kiranya tak pulang ke kampung,
Adakah makna kami tak cinta?
Cinta tak perlu menanti lebaran,
Lagi pula semakin jauh semakin saying.

Mengapa dikejar pusara moyang?
Sedang takkan bangun tersenyum,
Jiran sudah diziarah?
Mengapa tak dikejar yang ada sedang tak pasti hingga bila boleh bersama?

Ya, hari itu hari mulia,
Tapi bukankah untuk dihayati dengan mata hati?
Tapi kami bagaimana?
Entah, mungkin kami sahaja.
Salam lebaran.

I just got this mesaage from a friend of mine. Wow, what can I say about this message? It’s deep, and abstract too. Anyway, thank you for that message. It let me think for a while. Really appreciate it.

Currently, I am watching the announcement of Eid Mubarak. Alhamdulilah, it will be on tomorrow. What’s that mean? Ramadhan just leave us, and syawal will come. That’s what I thought. Two feelings are in my heart and mind now; happy and sad. Why do I say I’m happy? It’s because starting tomorrow, we will celebrate the winning day of Muslim after having a tough month of fasting, physically and spiritually. And why do I say I’m sad? It’s because I don’t know whether I have fully used this month to self restrain myself from doing something illegal, and whwther I have become a better person compare to before.
“Yes, Ramadhan is leaving and Syawal is coming. What do I care? It’s still the same what?” Never and ever had this thought in your mind. You will somehow regret it. Surely, the night of al-qadr had left us behind before we knew it. Have we done something to get it? All the goodness during the ramadhan, have we try to get them? Don’t give the answer to me. Better answer it by yourself. Surah al-Imran, verse 185, it’s about death. Do we know that death chase us everyday? Somehow, someday, we will die, sooner or later.

So, what’s the conclusion? Never, had the feeling of sad or happy alone. You better have it both. happy for syawal’s arriving, sad for ramadhan’s leaving. Surely, you will feel better. Last words from me, Happy Eid Mubarak, from the dottom of my heart, I apologize for my mistakes and I forgive all of your mistakes. May we get the best from this ramadhan and may we meet again at the next ramadhan. Wassalam~~

p/s: just finished takbir with my family. :)

cite baru?

2009-09-19T12:07:00.002+08:00

salam
..............

selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin kepada semua rakan2 ku (banyak sangat)
kalo aku ade buat salah tu, kire halal la. korang pun ade gak buat salah kat aku kan?? :))
ok tu je weii.

p/s : nanti aku post panjang sikit~

even you are far away, you always near with me.

2009-09-14T17:54:00.011+08:00

mal arif's 78th entry, September 13th 2009

a car dropped by outside of my apartment this night. somebody came out. hurmm it was about 4 of them. they tried to enter casa, yet they failed. they tried over and over again, still they failed. they looked familiar to me. so, i came out to look what happened there. they looked back at me. starring me like i knew them before. i was thinking, who are those people? we kept starring each other until someone called me,

"mal, bangun la. telefon berbunyi!!"

was i dreaming just now?? for sure!!! hahaha ok2. back to our core business. the journey began with a phone call from arif, suggesting that we go to klia to meet some of our friends that will fly to egypt on that particular morning. ok, i'm fine with that. hold on. staying at casa for that night. hurmmm that should be a problem but any problem has its own solution. ok done with that. i waited for them.

1000 pm

tut tut. hello. yes this is akmal. ha, when your guys will arrive here? i have been waiting for you guys quite long. hurm, ok. just phone me when you arrived. *ketak*

1145 pm

tut tut. hello. ha, you have arrived? just came in. WHAT?? the guard hold you back. serve you right. i had told you before to come earlier. ok2. i will go downstairs to settle up.

i went downstairs to see what happened. oh, they had to register with the guard to enter the apartment. ok2. then, we had a little conversation at mamak before we hang out at my unit. it's kinda 'kecoh' during this night. well, what can you say about that? we just love to share stories. then, around 145, we ready by our cars (amer's satria n jnab's xtrail). ok, the members were monek, me, amer, jnab, yen, zakkir, pdot, arip and dam. ok drivers. get set. GO!!!

monek beside amer

jnab was following behind us. you just cant keep it up with amer :P

arif was thinking about something... SOMETHING? i wonder what..

ok, we arrived around 230am at KLIA. wah, the KLIA was empty (at the parking slot). well, just wait until we go upstairs. for sure we will see many people. ok ok, not so many. huhuhu wah, all of them were wearing blazers with slack and also leather shoes!!! that's what i called SCHOLAR IMAGE. maybe one day i will wear the same one with them. insyaAllah. first, we met hafiz. he just like the same fellow that i had before. i was wondering, who were those guys, wearing the green blazers. hurm, i approached them. the result? my old roomates at IJELP, Ali Farhan!! what a coincidence to see you here? we chatted for a while and we ended up with wishing the best for each other. ok, got to find others.

i met my classmate then, Ammar. he just cut his hair and like i said, smart la!! hahaha he's kinda suprise to met us that morning. after all, we will have class in the morning. then, Hafiz Mazlan and Faris Md Noh approached us. not to forget Nisa. wah, i didn't know how to describe my emotion. happy because they will fly, bringing the name of Malaysia to Egypt and study there. inspired because they could achieved what they want, going to OC. in the same time, sad because we will not meet each other for about 6 years. it's kinda long. maybe we will not meet each other next time. depend on God's willing. ok, time to go. wish you all GOOD LUCK, GANBATTE, HAYYA BIL JIHAD and SELAMAT MAJU JAYA!!! better go now. maybe some tears will drop sooner or later. huk huk the last word, the best part of this 5 years with you guys is knowing and being friends with you guys. TATA~~

walking from the parking to the departing side.

better use the facilities here

cairo, 6am. hurmm

all of us (8 +4) faris was MIA. huhu

faris, dam, ammar, me n hapiz. gonna miss the flyers. huhu

p/s : special tribute to Ammar, Faris Md Noh,Hafiz Naz, Hafiz Mazlan and Nisa. see ya in the next 6 years ( maybe i have my job already :D )

break-the-fast together guys!!

2009-09-12T10:39:00.005+08:00

salam

"a good week"

no, that's not the correct term for it.

what about "unforgettable week"?

ha, that's sounded nice.

to begin with, i had a really good time with my old buddies. sorry to the adpians because i didn't spend much time with your guys this week. huhuhu. ok, about this week, starting from wednesday already, we had iftar with iium's students. together, we ate at arif's uncle's restaurant. wah. nasi lemak ayam there was so delicious. i like the sambal. for the second time, i ate sambal which my mother didn't make (mother's cooking comes first). we went there by jnab's car. X-TRAIL. but still, somebody must sit at the BONET. so we rotated, starting from arif, me, damn n pdot. argument? yeah, i forgot about it. jnab's car sounded very weirdly. thought of it make me laugh already. hahahahaha. arif n damn had already make a ringtone specially for jnab's car. tut tut tut tut, ting ting ting. on the way back, we stopped at mosque (for sure, for maghrib's prayer), cold storage (we felt so thirsty), and the last one, IIUM. maslin was quite afraid that she had being late at that night after we broke our fast together, outside the IIUM, without permission (illegally). luckily the guard didn't stop us when we entered. oh. a little snap here:

infont of mahallah zainab. poor to oden. he had iftar with his members

nasi lemak ayam. i ranked 8/10 for that sambal. yum yum

this was what happened when a hungryman face his food. :)

reflection of cold storage on the car.

hang out at outside cold storage

infront of x-trail. thanks jnab

village parr restaurant. delicious and marvelous

on thursday night, we went to KLIA. somebody will fly at that night. guest who?

mia and aiman!!! wow, hope your guys will completely succeed in your studies.

together with monek, jnab, me, anis, aimi, yen, and one more person (sorry, i had a short term memory), we wish them a good bye and good luck. then we had our sahur together at somewhere around sunway. anis drove the car like a pro. "adoi, bonggol depan x nampak ke?" that's what i said when anis hit the bonggol. i actually slept at that moment. nevermind. hehehe. credit to anis for being so noisy at that night. :P

then, a long awaited moment arrived. REUNION of my batch. it was held at chop and steak restaurant, kg. baru. first, me, monek, zakkir, farhana, and also the driver, jnab gathered at casa. then, we went to sunway to pick up leen. after that, faced the traffic jam!! all the way from subang to kl. everybody kept saying, next time use lRT la. we arrived at 7.15. ALLAHUAKBAR ALLAHUAKBAR. it's already maghrib now. what we want to eat right now. hurmmm DATES. thank you farhana. luckily you brought along something to eat first. huhuhu then walked all the way to chop n steak restaurant. hey guys, long time not see. we ordered first, then performed our prayer. chicken chop and tea'O ice. plus french fries. yum yum. chatting and 'pow'. the thing that i usually did when i went out. hahahaha that night was really owesome guys. thanks for the memories. :)

in the car to kg baru. traffic jam like h***.

jf. 4 people only.

afiq and my friends. waiting for the food to be served

picture together. click click

basketballers. all the forwards and center. cehhh

looking forward to meet some of my friends today at Sunway pyramid. :)

operation??

2009-09-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

hw??
maybe finished.
eh, what am i doing now?
nothing i guest.
ah. ok. nothing at all.
missing somebody? haah. ma parents, siblings, n also friends.
don't know why. huhuhu
ok dude. got to off now. tata~~

ha, a little quote that i took from reader's digest :

In every real man, a child is hidden that wants to play.
-Friedrich Nietzsche-

so dont blame man for his 'sengal' behaviour. it's normal ok?? :))

a story about kelmarin and kelmarin dulu

2009-09-06T11:09:00.002+08:00

salam. wah i really enjoyed my last two days. the story. wait a second.

bi translate to bm

ha, ok. camni la cite nye. hari jumaat lepas, ditakdirkan aku xde kelas!!! Alhamdulillah. tu pun sebab kitorang dh nak naik level english. next week new level. jadi memang rileks sungguh2 la. lepas solat jumaat kat masjid USJ 2, petang tu, aku dah janji ngan izzati (kawan sekelas Tsuki kat IJELP dulu) nak pergi apartment budak2 JAD. ok set. kul 4 jumpe kat pondok guard. tapi bese la. aku dah terbiase keluar time aku janji ngan orang. jadi kul 410 baru jumpe die kat bawah. maap yek. pastu naik bas T523 from Summit ke Carefour, amik lak KTM dari subang ke batu tiga. sepanjang perjalanan sembang2 la. lame kot x borak2 ngan die sebab walopun satu kolej, kitorang jarang la jumpe. hahahaha

sampai kat KTM batu tiga dalam kul 510 . pastu ternampak orang yang memang aku familiar la. amalina. kate xleh datang. datang gak. huhhuhu ok alang2 pergi ngan die la. leh lak azam soh aku nek texi. texi dah la xdak mase tu. jadi tunggu la amalina sebab die kate nazifah ngan elina nak datang amik die. ok jalan kaki je la. senang. jimat duit aku gak. dalam 530 baru deme sampai. deme baru abis klas islamic studies, jadi lambat la sikit. ok, jalan la g TBP. dalam perjalanan, ade mamat nek kete duk tangkap je gambar kitorang jalan. ape la nak jadi. aku x kisah pun, sian kat dak2 len la. huhu. sampai2 tunggu azam datang turun. dari floor 12. xpe nek lif je pun

lepak lak umah azam. nyai ngan faizul tido. maklumla baru lepas maen dota. jumpe lak suhaimi. pastu buat tour g umah kawan2. zed, shahmil, radzi, bikai, zulfi, sape2 ntah (maap la kalo aku lupe name hangpa). fatin datang from intec, ngan kawan2 die, bukak pose umah qatrun. huhhu. g bukak pose kat warung teratak. ngan zifah, mal, ngan elina. aku ngan azam je la, dah nyai ngan faizul kejut2 x bangun. sian diorang bukak pose lambat. kat warung tu lak ade nini, imran ngan sorang ag. adoi2. duk je situ, terus kene saiko. macam2 la. g la tingkat 12 blok b. elina pun satu. join sekaki gak. sabaq2. dah la die x kejut housemate die bukak pose (aku ngan azam dh kejut nyai ngn faizul, deme je x bangun2). agak frust sikit la. ok2

alang2 dah bukak pose situ terawih pun situ je la. jumpe lak omar ngan hafiz. fairuz pun ade. ramai la senang cite. lepas semayang pe ag?? MOREH LA!!! aku segan la sebab moreh tu ntuk dak2 JAD je. sambil2 moreh sembang2 la. terpaksa balik gak malam tu sebab zati nak balik malam tu. xpe, boleh je. cume..... huhuu sebelum balik seb bek la sempat jumpe lydia, faizah ngan syakir. akiko pun jumpe kejap je. borak2 pun kejap. sedih gak. mase nak pegi kat texi, jumpe la dol, pisang, faris, qili ngan sape ag yek. x pasan lak. huhuhu kesimpulan nye, kene pegi lagi la jumpe diorang. cepat sangat la. x puas. huhuh

teknikal problem. internet hang

refresh.

5 minit.

connect to internet. disonnect.

what the ...?? the internet keep on connect and disconnect. nevermind. it should be between the modem or this computer. oh the story. which part? oh about yesterday? ok this how the story started...

i wake at 9. i wait till 10 but..... hahahah ok i didn't remember the lyric "im just a kid". at 10, i went to sogo to shopping. yup, shopping. wow, so many people today at sogo. we had to que up to enter sogo. nevermind. so, lets went to jalan TAR. tshirts 10rggit to 20rggit. jeans for about 35. well, this is what people call " barang branded tiruan". so, i bought 4 tshirts and also a jeans. less than 100 i spend on that day. i think thats all. cuz i didnt know how to talk about shopping so lets just ended this way. hurmm ok. babai~~

holiday-to-be-filled

2009-09-04T09:14:00.002+08:00

what to say??

well, it's holiday now. 4 days starting Friday.

seriously?? :)

hahaha, i just finished my exam this week from Wednesday to Thursday. first of all, we had our speaking test. wah. for the first time ever, i didn't know why this mouth can't shut up from keep saying "ermmm, ahhh, haaa". headache with that annoying sound, i guest. nevermind mal, just keep it. that's the best shot u have given by the way.

then, writing test. another bomb were given to me (and my friends too). the listening part was so damn hard. it's undescribable. but not all, only about 3 to 4 questions. after all, i thought i had done quite well in reading and writing part. thanks God. Alhamdulillah.

we also were given an account's take-home quiz. it was managable and easy. luckily. but not for maths. i didn't really care if i got wrong in hard questions, but i still got many silly mistakes in easy questions, again. need to buck up in getting A for maths for the sake of my scholars. grrrrrr

my plan this week? hurmmm, maybe go to jad apartment at TBP. saturday PS. still doesn't have any plan this sunday and monday. ok guys. gtg. tata~~

blogging or facebook??

2009-08-31T14:24:00.002+08:00

facebook??

blogging??

which one do u prefer the most??

i don't know. u tell me

just bluffing around with these two most familiar website that i go. merdeka celebration. 52nd one. hepi independence day, malaysia. may the best be with u. hahaha.

not to much to say. just a few to say. ma frens will fly soon enough. starting wit baloo, today. then shuk n ain. wah. so damn early. nevermind, mal. u will fly soon enough. in the next 2 years. insyaAllah.

reunion? when? where? the latest info dat i got from arip:

steak house kg baru

september 11th, friday

530-???

still dont know i can make it or not. gonna to ask amer. after all, he's the one with car (free transportation).

fasting? so far so good. just got ma allowance. so no problem anymore in finding food. but no bazaar. aiyak. the nearest at USJ 3 (maybe) or SS13. too lazy to walk. after all, im fasting, man. got to save energy for terawih.

studying? hectic la. this week, on tuesday i will have to do presentation, english. then in the evening i will also face my accounting test. wah. afraid of that. cuz ma accounting is not as good as others. then on wednesday, english final exam. thursday also the same. sharing session wit miss janice on wednesday. aiyak. huhuhuhu

ok dude. gtg. oh, MEP students, INTEC. gud luk in ur final exam!! tata~

3 : 185

2009-08-23T00:52:00.005+08:00

salam.

rasa nya macam nak kongsi la sikit ilmu2 yang berguna kat blog aku ni. sebab nabi pernah bersabda dalam hadis yang mafhum nye lebih kurang macam ni " sampaikanlah dariku walaupun satu ayat". jadi ni lah ape yang aku dapat sikit2 dari program yang aku join.

ok. program ni sebenarnye usrah. korang mesti pernah dengar kan? konfem la. yang anjurkan ni dr adnan, head of counseling department kat main campus. even dalam usrah kecil (kat umah aku) pun die naqib gak. banyak gak la kitorang dah belajar, even once week, it's really useful. sebab hidup kolej kan, mane de macam sekolah dulu. now we on our own, kalo nak cari, xnak sudah. so, khamis lepas, prof ajak la kitorang join dinner ramai2. gabung ngan senior2 kitorang. so, lepas makan2 die bagi la sikit tazkirah.

ok. mainly about death. lame gak aku x dengar topik ni. jadi, korang pernah x ingat pasal mati dalam seharian hidup korang? mostly, akan kata x. ade yang kate kadang2 ingat. ok, xpe. kite sebagai manusia yang lalai, jadi cube muhasabah diri lepas ni. then, pe yang korang buat setiap ari? belajar? makan? solat? bagus2. ok, belajar, ape yang korang nak achieve? TER 85%? CGPA 3.00? 4 A's? insyaAllah korang akan dapat tapi benda tu x certain ag kan? mati memang konfem. ha. sudah. kantoi. pe yang korang buat ntuk menghadapi kematian? ok, a lot of people strive for the things that not certain but not ready for death that is certainly gonna happen in our life. so, reflect yourself again. cube hayati surah al-imran, ayat 185. korang tau x pasal pe? jom tengok same2 :

Every soul shall have a taste of death: And only on the Day of Judgment shall you be paid your full recompense. Only he who is saved far from the Fire and admitted to the Garden will have attained the object (of Life): For the life of this world is but goods and chattels of deception.

pe yang korang paham tentang ayat ni? sume bende yang ade roh akan merasai mati. x kire mude atau tue. dunia ni hanya tempat yang melalaikan. subhanallah. moga2 kite ade mase ag nak bertaubat kan? tapi macam mane kalau korang meninggal awal? even i also dont know when i gonna die, but have i done enough on my preparation for my death? ask that on yourself. ok. cite sal orang meninggal awal? ade je. budak2 sbpi rawang mesti ingat ag akak batch 0307 yang meninggal tu kan? die mude ag, mase tu ak bru nak msk f4, n die meninggal mse umur die 16. same goes with pk hem kite mase f4. moga roh mereka dicucuri rahmat Allah dan ditempatkan bersama2 orang beriman. prof pun ade cite sal student die yang meninggal, umur 18 tahun, sebab bine cancer level 5. the most painful cancer. tahap 5 lak tu. moga die pun mendapat tempat di sisi Allah. Ameen.

jadi rakan2. ready for ur death cuz we dont when we gonna die. soklan cepumas. who is the most clever person in this world? mereka2 yang mengingati mati dan bersedia untuk nye. jadi buat lah sesuatu tu demi Allah and in the same time, remember always, we gonna die oneday. ok, aku akhiri ni dengan wassalamualaikum warahmatullah~~

hectic week to be

2009-08-21T18:50:00.002+08:00

salam..... wah it's been a while since my last entry.. oh, btw thanx for the wishing guys... i knew that my birthday was on last monday... yeah, i got free call n msj.... a whole day 'gayut' with my hp.... it just like the hp had stucked on my ear and cant get off.... but before that, the night before, me and qiqi (we share the same burpday) got a 'special burpday' present from my fellow guys... owh, thanx for the tepung, colgate, air sabun from your guys... really appreciate them.... and also thanks for the cake (a slice) and cookies yeah.... being touched by that things because i never got present before that (only a few i assume).... ok, that's on monday... but something bad also happened... we got into a few arguments with our english lecturer due to the fact of our behaviour in class.... luckily she's ok today.... sorry, miss~~~..... uhuhuhu... this week was very hectic lorhh.... got class until 5 or 6 or maybe until 645..... omg...... really exhausted... it had been a week since the last time i played basketball.... really miss to play it.... oh, business class was very interesting.... i think now i know why people love it.... it just simple but hard to follow in the first time..... and maths??... quite ok laa... but 'tabik spring' to mr thaya la.... fuh, he has his own formula to solve problems.... which i never expected.... classmates were also owesome.... but i think i need to speak up more... just didnt get the chances to do it.... next time i will try.... oh, btw, ramadhan is this maghrib... solat terawih!!! how i miss it so much... thanks god i can enter ramadhan... hope i can finish it, alive... oh, wishing you guys a happy fasting month (cuz in taylor's this situation never change, every month is the same)...... ok, gtg now... next topic?? maybe tazkirah :D

being a thankful person...

2009-08-16T08:57:00.002+08:00

salam.... one word to describe yesterday's event...

"FANTASTIC"

yeah,at the first i am only think about to fulfill my leisure time,but it turn out to be an awesome memories for the adp's scholar. only one day can change your thought. that's what i learnt. to be a more thankful person in the future (starting today). how luckily we are, leaving with our parents, but sometimes we forget them. how rude we are? don't answer it to me. answer it to yourself.

this was my first time to join a charity event organized by LP129. in the past, i never ever thought to join this kind of work. huhuhu. it was fun to work with the people, to know more about the orphan and to make them happy.

guys, you're superb. with the performance of beat it, cinderella and snow white remix. wow. thank you for it. yesterday's event, the WOW day really make me happy. nevertherless, be a thakful person, okay??

owh, well out of the topic for a moment. BPL season has started!!! support your team all out. but no man u in my heart. no big four. this season gonna be different.seriously. ^^

class started now~~

2009-08-14T08:24:00.002+08:00

salam...wah, ok2.. kali ni nk cte sal klas kan.... dis gonna be our first week without jpa's scholar... really miss them (sort of).... yelakan, sebulan bersama... pastu tetibe ktorg buat prep prog, diorg trus start sem.... xpe2... nex sem leh jumpe gak.... ok, pagi cam bese, klas I-B... ngan miss ili n miss ayu.... dh jadi makin happening la klas bi... slek ade org merajuk lak stu ari tu... sketi la... janji ko hepi sudah.... then, tuesday n thursday we got our pre-bizz n pre-maths classes.... pre-bizz ngn MR KC... pre-maths ngn MR Thaya... KC mmg bes la, die pye concept sume die kasi cnth.... cm GAAP la, pe bende ag... revenue, expenses... perghh, bizz ni kene byk bace la... xpe, aku leh kot survive...then mr Thaya... ok la... not that bad.... kire stkt ni die ajar aku phm la... maybe i got to brush up ma english and also ma skill.... dah lame x practice maths la kate kan.... tu yg lmbb skit.... then, buku???.. mahal nak mampus... 3 buku dah dlm 200... tu belum beli buku account tu ag... then buku econs ag... adohai, mara bile nak kasi elaun ni.... dulu mase daftar, dengan penuh lebat nye, cakap leh dapat dalam masa seminggu due.... aku bukan pe, aku dah pokai la skrg.... nak mintak parents?? diorg pun agak susah dah.... i dont to trouble people for ma probs... so, harap mara bagi la elaun tu dalam mase seminggu due ag..... uhuhuhuhu... pagi ni lak, leh lak terjaga awal.... kene sunlight nye pasl la... trus xleh tdo... xpe... ari ni enjoy la.... xde kelas... miss ayu n miss ili g taman neg!!!... ok tata~~

miserable but forgetable~

2009-08-13T21:53:00.002+08:00

salam... it's our third week in I-B.... and also our first week we have pre-business and pre-maths.... so excited... but things dont go very well.. especially yesterday (wednesday)... everythings went against me... even my lovely specs also banned me... how do i face them??... the first step, i fasting today.... troughout this hunger, i realised that not everythings are easy to handle..... so, Allah make me realised, how forgetful i'm to him... now, thank you GOD!!!

i will write about my class later k.. an want to use his com... :D

bye bye induction~

2009-08-09T10:06:00.008+08:00

salam...it has been a good week for all of us... yeah, as you can see from the title above, we had already finished our induction programme last wednesay... the session was very awesome... but it was soo sad to split with the JPA's scholars... sure, our memory will keep go on until the last moment of our life... nothing more to say, but yesterday i went to intec to see my old friends (ammar, mun, hapiz, caoi, nisa, poji)... a lot of money had been spent there... nevermind, it's for friends right... hahaha ok, these are some of the pic during our last week~~

lastly, the best thing during this induction is to know ur guys.. thanks dude~

good and bad things went together~~

2009-08-02T08:49:00.002+08:00

a good trip to school

it's interesting + fun +enjoyable to be at school

yeah, everybody had fun with others

seniors, juniors, ex-students, teachers and staffs

the story??

start with taylor's student : me, monek, muzz, amer, jnab as well (all wore taylor's t-shirt to promote our college :P)

we went to school with amer's car at 9 am until 6 pm

we did a lot of things there

went to the gerai, bought food and drinks, chatted with teachers and juniors, dating as well (wonder who was dating :P), and rumah hantu

hahaha, the story was most of the 'hantu's were beaten up by us

it just that they don't pretend to be like professionals 'hantu's

"ade ke patut hantu bagi salam, assalamualaikum bang, senyum2, x seram langsung laaa'

the fact : the room was too dark

"x nampak la hantu"

yeah, it's fun, really

we also knew the latest story about our school (outsiders better ask our juniors because i don't want to tell this in my blog)

that's all

don't know what to write more

ohh, after that, we went to OU and then my apartment

we (me, amer, afiq, caoi) chatted with lin also

then slept from 1030

this morning, i remember about ili's p.s.

i didn't online last night because i was very tired

sorry yek.. i think your p.s maybe as superb like others

it should be good if i don't comment on it (wonder why)

hahaha ok, time to go to shower

tatata

p/s : no pic lorhh... i didn't bring along my cam.. sorry for that~~

pe ha??

2009-07-29T22:09:00.002+08:00

salam.... ari ni memang bes, sebab xde presentation!!!... mungkin miss mas lupe atau nak tunggu miss janice n miss li sze ade, tapi x kisah la... janji xde, so, assignment leh la dilupekan seketika (tangguh kan?? :D).... ari ni kitorang ade english klas... agak ngantuk la gak kan, sebab semalam abiskan energy men basket... serve me right... lepas klas, session ngan dak2 jpa lak... knowing your SWOT n 3rd (kot) sharing session.... post lepas aku nak cite sal pe ha??? oh, pasal usrah lepas kan??... mungkin bukan malam ni cuz aku rase mase agak cemburu ngan aku n aku ngantuk kot.... huhuhu tapi basically, banyak benda yang pasal Islam ni, aku kecik kan skop, kat malaysia je, agak salah la... kita banyak sangat benda yang kita buat tapi x tau dalil mana yang kita pakai... kalo nak kate shafie, mane dalil nye?? kadang2 memang kite buat hukum sendiri la... xpe2, isu ni nanti aku cube la kupas kan pada post2 akan datang (aku xtau bile), jadi bagi sape2 yang minat sal benda2 ni, leh la bace.... kalo x minat pun, alang2 singgah kat blog aku ni, leh la tengok2... insyaAllah, kita same2 betulkan diri kita yang agak hina ini... by then, tata~~~

ni post pertama bm aku kot bulan ni... sori yek kalo aku asyik letak bi je sebab nak improve english aku yang memang teruk la... :D

what do you think??

2009-07-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

salam.... i guest it might too early for me to post in this blog, but nevermind... it's my blog anyway, i can do anything that i want with it..... hahaha... well, we already started our english class yesterday... i'm in the intermediate class group 2.... we have chinese people (pure one from china), iranese and also russian (i not really sure bout that)... at first, i thought our english are the poor among this people, but in the end, they all have the same level with us.... quite ok with that... then, tomorrow, we gonna have a group presentation discussing about universties in USA... my group is doing about the hidden ivies, we just finish discuss this thing this night (thanks god, we're able to finish it).... thanks for my group for all your efforts (ee, michelle, angel, mei ling, germaine)... hope our presentation will be useful to others... owh, maybe i will talk about the usrah that i had last monday, the tips that being given by dr adnan were very useful to all us and i think there is a need to tell all of you about it... so, wait for the next post ok?? tata... wassalam~~

life keep going la

2009-07-26T15:57:00.003+08:00

salam... well, usually, when i want to talk, i always refer to the topic above... now let's ignore that... what i'm going to tell you now don't have anything to do with the topic above, so keep reading until the last words, okay??...

it had been my 3rd week to be a college's student... and the starting of the week, i got sick... just a high fever + coughing + headache... only 'just', okay? it was not that serious but i got MC for about 2 days from the doctor... so, worth it... i took a good rest at my home for 2 days, escaping miss jenice and dr adnan's classes.... i came back on tuesday night, hapiz (john) still didn't came yet... wow, he seriously got a high fever last week..... well, of course he came back just an hour after me.... so, i entered wednesday's class without any prep, so i was the target for dr adnan since i didn't anything about his previous class.... he kept saying i'm the one with the swine flu and bla bla bla.... i really had missed some of the ocassion, so i kept blur everytime.... talking about his english class, now i know that english also got the 'harakat' in reading those words....take a simple example, WEAK... since the word got 2 vowel, you need to say it longer for about 2 'harakat'.... that's what he said to us... to go to us, we had to pronounce like us people, right??.... in the evening, we got some session with miss su (i guesting only) about..... what ha?? i better recall it next time.... then, another session with miss jenice....the next day, we had to write 2nd draft (1st for me) about myself.... so i just wrote it without any ideas.... so, that's when my essay had been picked up on the next day, with a lot of grammatical errors (cuz i didnt have time).... ok, lets keep it on thursday before we go to friday... oh, i forgot to mention, thursday was anzari's birthday.... happy birthday pal... but before we wished him, we got a really marvelous idea for him... on the night, we went to Summit USJ to play bowling... and of course i didnt perform on that game.... hahaha, then on our back to casa (just infront of Summit), we went to the poolside.... after that things went all round for anzari... after trials by trials, we managed to wet anzari by pushing him to the pool!!!... he all wet on that day... but it was a life time experience to him, being celebrate by that way... got to watch out for my next birthday cuz i the nearest one after this (along with qiqi).... hahaha then, english class on friday and during the night, we played futsal with our SAM's friends at U-ONE Center.... we were bitten up for more than 15 goals.... maybe we need to increase our game next time... then, on saturday, i went back home because i out of cash... need to top up now.... hahahaha.... tonight i will back to casa for tomorrow class.... so, need to pack up now.... so, my friends, enjoy life k??... luckily my classes haven't started yet.... so, tata~~

p/s : i gonna have presentation next wednesday about hidden ivies university... i just finished research them... got to be prepare for that!!

quite tired~

2009-07-17T22:29:00.002+08:00

salam... its been a while since the last time i put my hand on the computer and shout something on my blog (blogging is ma way to express feeling)....now, im at taylor's college..somewhere at subang, but not at the main campus... at ADP building, beside TBS... maybe if you're staying there then you will know it... currently staying at casa subang... just beside MYDIN, GIANT and the best thing, SUMMIT USJ!!!!.... what a shock to know 3 shopping malls beside the apartment.... hahahahaha... for us, the ADP students, we have to attend the induction programme for about 5 weeks!!!... induction just like orientation, plus a little learning..... but its good for us, to be prepare for the next sem... k la, i just finished playing basketball in the last 1 hour... so, got to have a good rest now... k tata... oh, i will update if i have time, k???... oh, and also ideas... :D

just need to enter it..

2009-07-04T23:44:00.003+08:00

akmal's journal, 11.58 pm, 4th of July 2009

salam... well, this gonna be the last but not least entry for me... what?? nahh... just kidding... this wouldnt be the last one... only the last one before i entering the college tommorrow morning... being a free person, after 3 moths of none stop learning at wisma belia was really enjoyable... i do a lot of stuff, some are greats but some are worst...yet, it really taught me the way of life.... life isnt easy as we think.... but we can make it easy... understand it???... me neither.... hahahaha.... so, lets recall some things that i done in this 3 months of holidays :

1. watching dramas (only japanese one)... i think i finished around 6 dramas in only two weeks... wow, i never thought that i can do that... hahaha
2. watching movies on the laptop.... i spend most of the time watching movies... only at the laptop... about 20 somethings... but if i puls with the one i watched at the cinema, 30 are achivable....
3. hanging with friends...
4. playing basketball.. 3 to 4 times... only on april...
5. doing home stuff... how to say it??... being a part time SURA RUMAH (my mum call me that)
6. tutoring... only for 4 classes, i earnt quite lot of money... thanks to datin... :D
7. vacation... ermm, only to cherating...

thats all that i can remember for now... but, all of this stuff is really enjoyable... i think i gonna miss my home... do i??? hahaha... ok, time to go... got only a night to walk on... tata~~

p/s :off to taylor's college

last night movie

2009-07-01T15:42:00.005+08:00

salam... last night, me and my parents went to mid valley.... the goal was to buy things for my college-entry next sunday.... yeah, after that, we end up with cinema-watching-movie.... my parents chose terminator salvation while me, filled with misery (cuz i had watched some of the movies), so i just chose randomly.... just to end up with a horror movie (quite horror) entitled drag me to hell.... synopsis??... hurmm, about a woman, that being cursed by an old lady cuz cannot renew the extansion of payment of her house....the curse of lamia.... after 3 days, she would die... so, she done anything to rid out the curse... but the end, she die... hak hak hak... but the horror part wasnt horror enough, cuz all of the audiences kept laughing (include me)...yeah, we had expected the horror's part.. so not suspens anymore... so the moral??

moral no one : DONT EVER FORGET TO PAY YOUR HOUSE GRANT
poor to the old lady... always delay paying the house grant and she end up cursed the woman (christine)... but she also die becuz to old enough... huk3

moral no two : DONT RUDE WITH AN OLD LADY
dont ever2 do such a harsh breaking things to an old lady.. she old, you know that??.... just do what her say even you know that you cant do it (just to keep her happy and calm)... or you just end being like christine... die being drag to hell because of the curse....

moral no three : DONT EVER KILL CUTE ANIMAL
for the blood ritual, christine willing to sacrifice her cat to the lamia.... poor little kitty... animals dont have abything to do with it... better find another solutions...

moral no four : FIND THE BEST SOLUTION'S PROBLEM
well, cant elaborate more.. you understand, right?? ...:P

moral no five : ALWAYS CHECK YOUR ENVELOPE
before giving somebody a letter, check it whether it contains the right one... if not, pay for the mistake...

moral no six : DONT WATCH THIS MOVIE
hahahah... not to say i regret to watch this movie, but you can already predict what happen in this movie... so, for horror lovers, better not watch this movie....

oh last but not least.. moral no seven : ALWAYS REMEMBER GOD
to prevent yourself from bad things, just u-turn back to God... insyaAllah, nothing bad gonna happen to you.... :D

moral no eight (i promise this is the last one) : DONT READ THIS POST!!!

~gotcha~

a week left

2009-06-29T10:33:00.003+08:00

salam

REGISTRATION ON 5th July

oh no, i still didnt buy anything.... chotto matte.... did i just say "i didnt buy anything?"... of course i didnt buy anything... becuase i didnt get anything to buy... hahaha well, simple is everything laaa... so, relax2 and enjoy the life..

p/s : dont have any ideas to talk about... just nonsense... hahaha

house on the 2nd right one~

2009-06-27T22:51:00.009+08:00

salam, konbanwa, selamat malam, masaa alkhair, and good evening....

hari ni.....ye, aku pegi ipoh... seronok nye dapat balik tempat aku membesar... tapi kan, x dapat la ikut kawan-kawan pergi sekolah...geng2 arif kate nye.... melawat guru dan juga untuk bertanye kabor...sebab aku pegi ipoh.... xpe, len kali ade lagi....

pegi la amik report card aina... 9a 2c (arab n bio)... ok la gak... banding ngan aku mase mid term, 8a 3b... cume aku x ade c...ternampak la matrikulasi perak kat atas tu...teringat kawan2 sepintar yang ade kat situ (aku tau azqil n redza)... tapi x dapat nak pergi... sebab nak pergi sekolah syuhada pulak (kat sekolah aina pun 30 minit aje), amik report card gak.... xpe, len kali ade lagi....

pergi pulak jumpe syuhada.... result nye?? ade la dlm 2a camtu.. boleh baiki ag tu.... kebetulan ade hari kantin... sempat beli wafel je... itu pun makan satu je, padahal nak makan due.... aina amik lagi satu... xpe, len kali ade lagi...

pergi la rumah-rumah jiran lame... mule2 opah jat, lepas tu makcik masyitah.... seronok la jugak dapat jumpe jiran kan, terutama nye makcik masyitah sbb dah menyelamatkan aku mase aku accident depan umah die time exam UPSR.... mase kat umah opah jat lak, terpandang due buah umah, sebelah kanan nye.... ternampak la seorang budak ni.... memori berputar ibarat filem lame yang berputar dalam kepala mase tu... nak tegur die, jalinkan persahabatan yang dah lame putus... tapi xde mase dan juga malu ngan die (T.T).... xpe, len kali ade lagi...

pergi pulak kinta city... pergi beli barang aina... kalau awal sikit, mungkin aku dah ajak khairul, alif, syimir, syafiq (kawan2 mase kat SKCAI 1998-2003, kami same2 kelas dari darjah 1 sampai darjah 6 kot) jalan2 same ngan aku... tapi alif ngan syimir masuk uni ari ni.... syafiq pulak g setel hal2 kemasukan nye ke MIAT... khairul pulak... x jadi la aku nak kontek nye sebab datang kinta city dalam kul 4.00 petang.... xpe, len kali ade lagi...

mungkin len kali dah xde lagi... arap2 aku sempat nak buat sume bende ni... sebab aku pun xtau berape lame aku mampu hidup di dunia Allah ni.... jadi, kesimpulan nye... jangan jadi macam aku (asyik letak banyak 'xpe' je)!!! tata~

a tribute to him

2009-06-27T22:43:00.002+08:00

a simple one post from me...
for Michael Jackson or Mikael (his islam's name)
1958-2009..
not that i'm a trully fan, but i enjoy almost of his videos... especially when he did the moon-walk..thats all... may Allah bless him (cuz he also one of the muslims)

smells like diesel~

2009-06-25T09:12:00.004+08:00

salam

autobots, transform!!!...
yeah, we went to sunway pyramid along with acap and monek to watch trnsformers 2 : revenge of the fallen... after about half an hour of queing in along line, managed to get the seat on 2.20... what?? one card for only one student's price??.. not fair at all... we also student... soon-to-be... hak3
amer and raja join us at bowling....a narrow win for monek..yeah, he got 105, acap 103 and me 102... that was after a come back.... i really thought i will lose in a way-to-long margain... luckily a little one.... then, amer took over my place for 2nd game, along with raja.... better perform a prayer than play.... although at first, i was thinking to eat first.... then, at arcade... they play some sort of racing game... i dont know what because i dont know how to pay manual... hak3 serve me right for not learning it.... :P
2.20... we into it... the result??....

SUPERB

AMAZING

FANTASTIC

thats some words to describe transformers 2... more action then before...most of the time were only fighting between autobots and decepticon.... the spoiler??? you want to know??.... hurmm, then its not gonna be interesting to wacth la.... see by yourself.... but one hint... THE FALLEN WILL RISE!!!.... hak3 watch by yourself.....
we went ate near taylor's college... the soon-to-be college.... many shops around there... ok, got to go... ;))

watch it... best!!!

tahniah ~

2009-06-22T22:37:00.005+08:00

salam... hari ni semacam sudah diduga... ye, lang cik sudah pun selamat melahirkan anak nye yang pertama!!!... alhamdulillah... peristiwa yang bersejarah bagi kedua2 ibu bapa ini berlaku dalam jam 3 pagi semalam... bile aku bangun dari tidur je dalam kul 9 camtu, baru aku tau.... hak3 nak buat camne, aku pn tidur lambat kan??..... huk3 bayi lelaki, berat dalam 3.74 kg.... name??? bile tanye lang cik, die kate name x pilih ag.... xpe2... hehehe... pape pun aku dah dapat seorang sepupu (sebenar nye dua pupu) yang baru!!!.... mase aku datang tadi, pipi die merah ag.... agak manja bile orang layan die... tapi bile letak je atas katil, melawan... hak3.... lepas ni boleh la maen2 ngan die... tapi, sempatkah aku??? xpe, raye nanti mesti jumpe punye la... :D.... oh, kesian kat azam tadi... dah ikut, tapi x leh nak masuk wad... sebab wad hanya untuk pelawat atas 12 tahun... kenapa lak?? sebab H1N1 la!!!!... len kali la azam pergi tengok yek :P..... balik2 dari hospital, terus aku siap2... siap2 nak g tutor... last class for me.... memang mengantuk la... tunggu dak tu siap2 dalam kul 3... aku dah la datang pukul 230... tertidur seketika.... hasil nya??? alhamdulillah... budak tu dah pakar dalam bab2 balance equation.... cume die masih problem dalam calculation.... dan juga bab2 formula... bab 3 form 4 kan, biase la.... kimia pulak tu.... owh, bayaran??... pada mule nye, aku memang dah rancang untuk terima pape je yang auntie zaiton nak kasi.... alhamdulillah, banyak la jugak... cukup untuk belanja due minggu kat kolej nanti.... huk3.... itu je kot... owh ini sedikit snap gambar babi tadi (gambar x clear and kecik) :

mase mak teh nye ngah pegang

ni pulak mase dalam katil @ tube nye

turn around the pendulum (part one)

2009-06-21T22:55:00.007+08:00

salam... sometimes, when you're doing nothing... or in simple words, boring!!!... so what will you do???... last night, i was kinda boring.... after came back home from manjung (got a kenduri there) and gopeng (visiting my sis), i got nothing to do... with internet?? my bro was using it... hurmm, so i just open my folder and saw this folder... "video nasyid asrama".... hurm... open the video and i remembered, about the moment when we were together, last year at SEPINTAR.... a really wonderful, enjoyable, fantastic year for me..... being a super senior on that year....a lot of things that we done together... so, let me show you some of the videos that i watched last night... :D

this is the video... about one night at bilik basuh.... it's during the sem's break...when everyone go back home except us, the fivers.... ha3 so, redza came out with the idea to make a 'recording' in the BILIK BASUH!!!.... we really enjoy it (usually we use this song to warm up)... except for others, because we sang to loud, even the whole hostel heard our song on that moment.... luckily there was only form 5.... hak3

this video was filmed after a formal dinner, around may 2008.... this was recorded not in proper planning... cuz nadzmie, house captain of sapphire heard that some of this form 4 students (now form 5) can shuffle very well... after a short trial and also rehearsal, we recorded the video.... it became a school case after that... because we used the school's name (hello, we only want to enjoy)..... all of teachers find the the cameraman on that time..."wow, gelabah dowh mse tu"... luckily, pn maimunah (PK HEM) drop out this case because we only want to enjoy... not to sell the school's name... btw, shuffle is good for health (bak kate cikgu fatimah)... :D

this was originally made during SPM!!! only after a week i brought my camera (to capture last2 moment at my school), shahmil came out with a idea to make a video, using a band's song, a slow song, entitled AYU from VE (amin's idea).... so, all we had to do were to mimic only... simple but need professional actors... so, the actors (azqil, om, nad kham, taid, amin)... and also the production members (dorm 4 spm08).... we made it... a wonderful video to enjoy... what a successful to us... btw, we only made it to release our tension, after the first and second week SPM exam.... hak3 thanks to all dorm 4 members (the actors above, me, monek, ali, raja, pendang, fayyadh, jawe, shahmil)....

thats some of my memories... maybe next time i will share another stories.... hak3 got to go~

berterima kasih selalu~

2009-06-21T15:21:00.004+08:00

salam... jadi ada apa dengan hari ni?? hari yang sama dengan hari yang lain-lain?? atau x sama dengan hari yang lain-lain?? itu korang fikir lah sendiri... bagi aku, hari ini.... ye, hari ini, di seluruh dunia, masyarakat akan menyambut hari bapa?? betul x ha??... jadi, walaupun aku x ucap pun selamat hari bapa kepada ayah aku (lepas ni aku ucap la yek?? :P), aku amat menghargai jasa-jasa nye.... memang, dia antara insan yang paling berjasa dalam hidup aku... jadi, SELAMAT HARI BAPA kepada ayah saya dan juga semua insan yang bergelar ayah... tapi, seboleh-boleh nya, jangan sambut hari ni je... sambut lah hari-hari... seperti mana hari ibu... jangan lepas abis hari ni, terus lupe sal bapak pulak.... kesimpulan nya, kenanglah jasa mereka semua sepanjang hayat anda ok?? :D

dua insan paling berjasa dalam hidup aku...
Pn Saadiah dan En Jamilol Nasir~

Walking on The Less Traveled Road

fullstop :)

Karena Hati Bicara

Palestine, the siege will fall

an ayat a day, keeps us close to Allah

toilet first, others later. is that it?

the best mother i could ever have

united we stand, divided we fall (bersatu kita teguh, bercerai kita roboh)

"Talent wins games, but teamwork and intelligence wins championships.

review review

alhamdulillah

numbering? ok, this is 2nd.

last post of the year (according to gregorian calendar)

the end

examination

eeerrrrr

beza?

Korban?

favourite ~

sharing time

congrats again~

kalau bukan kita, sapa lagi?

memory

always be there

usaha dan tawakal come together~

campur2 perasaan

countdown

end of month

ciri2 wanita syurga

tahniah tahniah~

tuesday evening show ^^

don't know?

song of the night

happy birthday!! ^^

possibility - 50%

p/s : i stress out

1st sharing of the day

delaying?

successfully renew it

hiatus

not so good day

am i not being good enough?

dilemma of a new semester next year~

anything comes with a reason, right?

problems, we face. in our own way.

writing in the sense of what?

just don't know what

sandiwara dunia semata mata, atau sentimen sahaja?

3rd week coming~

4th day in house. the mood?

plain.simple.english. peehhhleeeaaassseee~

nah dak2 spm 2009

errr... 100 post should be like what??

basket n futsal all day

yeah, the best week ever.

hahahahhaa

lil thing, big effect

first and the last

semester over, break now~~

masa untuk menulis

......... =.='' ..............

2nd time in a row

mix it, ah, throw it to the bin. *bye bye final*

final's coming, home's calling~~

mood = bola + fb + blog 4 now

a lot of dust now~~

thank you friends~~

casuality + formality

works, results, fly?

operasi makan makan

kisah seminggu beraya~

ramadhan is leaving, and syawal is coming~

cite baru?

even you are far away, you always near with me.

break-the-fast together guys!!

operation??

a story about kelmarin and kelmarin dulu

holiday-to-be-filled

blogging or facebook??

3 : 185

mix it, ah, throw it to the bin. bye bye final